DR. CLARK: I'm here today
to talk to you about destinations.
Where are you going?
Where do you see yourselves going?
In life,
we're all on these journeys, these adventures towards something.
Now try for a minute
to forget about where you are and how you got here.
What is your destination?
Maybe you want to be a millionaire.
Rich-as-fuck cat with cars and planes and wives and ex-wives and kids.
That's a destination.
Or maybe you want something simpler.
A home.
That works.
Now, with your destination in mind,
think about the vehicle that takes you there.
The vehicle that carries you along this journey.
Some of you tried some illegal vehicles
and that didn't work.
But let me ask you, what is a vehicle of choice
versus a vehicle of necessity, or laziness, or greed?
[URINATING]
What's this?
But that's... Just you just told me to...
I'm just messing with you.
And honestly, I think it's better if you come back next week.
Okay. I mean I won't get into trouble if I don't...
You know, he told me to reschedule you yesterday and I forgot.
Oh!
The shit's got to stop.
How old is your little girl? Two?
Look...
We've been through a lot.
I'm going to go.Yeah.
DR. CLARK: The goal here, is to give you something that your vehicle needs.
I'm talking about a renewable,
recyclable, inexhaustible source of fuel.
Fuel for any vehicle.
I'm talking about self-worth.
Confidence.
Pride.
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
Come. Follow me.
Do you want a massage?
COLIN: Er, no. No. I'm all right.
Trust me. You're going to love this.
Whoa!That? No?
Okay.
Uh, you remember that girl, Tina Cardozzi?
We went to middle school with her.
Hmm. Yeah, vaguely.
Okay. Would you like to see what she looks like now?
Okay.
[GRUNTING] Yeah! Fuck yeah!
Jesus.Right?
Who knew?
She was so quiet.
Now she's not.
Ah, if I had a time machine.
How do you turn this thing off?
Oh, yeah. Oh, yeah.
You have any discoveries like this?
No.No?
Dammit. You jack?
No.
You should jack. Yeah.
You should definitely jack.
Oh! Oh! Oh! Yeah! Mmm, mmm.
Should I get back to work?
[CHUCKLING][PHONE RINGING]
Right. Yeah.Thank you.
Hello! Un momento.
Okay, so she's got, like, three more that I've seen.
Okay. This one?
Takes place by a lake, okay?
It starts off really romantic. But it doesn't end romantic.
Hola.
[KNOCK ON DOOR] Come in.
Room service.
Finally!
[TINA GRUNTING]
Okay? Okay, ciao.
"Karin Parcel crashed her car when she hit a patch of ice.
"Her daughter, Annie, was also killed in the accident.
"Karin is survived by her husband Dallan and their younger daughter Jessica."
[ALL SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY]
[MUSIC PLAYING ON RADIO]
[INDISTINCT SHOUTING]
Whoa, whoa! What the fuck you guys doing?
Hey, hey, hey. What're you guys doing?
What's the matter with you?
[SHOUTING]
COLIN: Hey, you remember Annie Parcel?
Of course, I remember Annie Parcel. She died.
Yeah, yeah. I looked her up last night.
You didn't know about that?
No, I had no idea.That must've been a shock.
Yeah. I was wondering what happened to her.
Figured may be she'd be on Broadway by now.
Wow. You and her had a thing. I sort of remember that.
You were like best friends.Yeah.
She was like your little best friend.
Yeah. She was something like that.
Wow.
What, uh, what happened to her family? Do you know?
Um...
I don't know. Her mom died in the accident.
Her dad moved away a couple years later.
It's really sad.
Yeah. Depressing.
Let's go.
How did you not know that?
I don't know. I just...
I've been away for a while, I guess.Yeah.
Hey.
You should think about workin' out, on a separate note.
[MUSIC PLAYING]
JESSIE: ♪ I am trying
♪ To fill my heart
♪ Without a home
♪ Dying to hear me
♪ Say I'd rather be alone
♪ But you so kindly
♪ Remind me of when
♪ You're dancing and singing
♪ Until the bitter end
[MUFFLED SINGING FROM INSIDE BAR]
♪ And he so kindly
♪ Reminds me of when
♪ We were lovers and enemies
♪ Until the bitter end
♪ Oh
♪ Until the bitter end
♪ Can't you see I'm right?
♪ Our hearts just weren't in it
♪ Don't we just need time
♪ To tell us we're not broken?
♪ I know that I
♪ Have fucked up one time too many
♪ You're better off
♪ Don't you see I'm right?
♪ My heart just wasn't in it
♪ I don't need no time
♪ To tell me what I'm missing
♪ And I know that I
♪ Have fucked up one time too many
♪ You're better off without me ♪
[ALL APPLAUDING]
Thank you.
Okay, perfect.
Excuse, excuse me, excuse me, amigo.
What do you call these plants right down here?
These are puneta.
Puneta? Puneta.
Puneta? Puneta.Beautiful plant.
Beautiful puneta.Thanks.
Thank you!You're welcome.
Puneta. Puneta.
[MAN SPEAKING SPANISH]
[ALL LAUGHING]
ANNIE: [ON VIDEO] Mrs. Granger's fourth grade class play,
Love Birds.
I'm gonna fly out of here right this second.
No, don't go. How do you know you won't just fall to the ground?
Because I'm a bird. Birds were made for flying.
Flying and flipping.
Flying and floating.
Dipping and flipping.
MAN: Flying and diving. Flying and diving.
We're made for the air.
We could go anywhere.
You should come with me.
I can't come with you.
Well, I'll send you a postcard.
I'll miss you. I'll miss you too.
[AUDIENCE LAUGHING]
[MUSIC PLAYING]
JESSIE: This song is calledWalk Away .
♪ You don't even have to tell me
♪ I can see it in your smile that you're sad
♪ Lost your smile in September
♪ And I'll try not to remind you of that
♪ What are you going to do
♪ With the choices that are coming tall to you
♪ Don't you walk away
♪ I can't stand to see you act this way ♪
DR. CLARK: Create a goal.
Focus on that goal.
Watch it carefully.
Observe the goal,
and see it in every finite detail.
What does it make you feel?
Where's it going?
In order to obtain that goal, you need to let go of that fear.
[SIREN CHIRPS]
OFFICER: Hey, Romeo.
What you doing?
Nothin'.
No, I'm just, uh... I'm just going for a walk.
All right. Well, then walk.
There you go.
Hands out of the pockets.
Yeah, give it gas.
You broke it.
I'm putting you in charge of this plot of trees.
They're not doing so hot and, uh,
I want you to bring 'em back.
Are you serious?Yeah.
I know nothing about horticulture.
I think it'll be good for you. To have your own territory.
Plus, you know, guys don't really like you.
They think you're a pussy.
Can't mix pussies with fighters, Colin.
Okay.
But I still don't know what the hell to do with trees.
Uh... Fertilizer, water.
Cut some of the dead weight off.
Shit, water, dead weight.
It's no sweat.
No, I don't think this is a good idea.
Hey, dick face. It's my nursery,
and those trees are as good as dead anyway.
So I really don't care if you fuck it up, just do your best.
And stop complaining. Comprende?
Comprende.
You're gonna do great.
That way you don't fuck up any of the working parts of the nursery.
[MOCKINGLY] My nursery. Want you fucking it up.
They don't like you, Colin.
They think you're a pussy.
Shit, water, dead weight.
[MUSIC PLAYING]
♪ Ran into your best friend today
♪ Who I've not since you ran away
♪ Asked about you and she said "Can't say"
♪ Can't say
You're so beautiful when you sing.
[SINGING CONTINUES]
[MUSIC STOPS]
Uh, do you want a T-shirt?
Er, no, I'm good.
Here, have a pin. It's free.
Great.
[SINGING INDISTINCTLY]
♪ Would you wish me harm?
♪ If you knew me
♪ The way I am now
♪ Lost in the love
♪ I see the difference
♪ When you go
♪ And I try to reach you, baby
♪ One last time
♪ 'Cause I really miss the days
♪ When you were mine
♪ Love is nothing
♪ But to me it's you
♪ Come back home
♪ Just come back home
♪ Oh
♪ Just come back home
[ALL APPLAUDING]
[ARGUING INDISTINCTLY]
[TRAIN APPROACHING]
ANNOUNCER: [OVER PA] Stand clear of the closing doors, please.
Are you following me?
No.
Are you sure?
Yeah.
How'd you like the show?
What's that?
How'd you like the show?
Great.
Thanks.
When are you getting off?
What stop?
ANNOUNCER: [OVER PA] This is the Manhattan-bound 2 Train.
Bronx Park East.
ANNOUNCER: [OVER PA] Stand clear of the closing doors, please.
What about you?
Same.
[BOTH MOANING]
What're you doing?
Nothing.
All right. You keep a look out.
Sure there's no creeps out there.
DR. CLARK: Why is it that we think that our lives have value?
That's interesting to think about.
What system do you use
to measure what that value is?
The decimal system,
yards, meters.
How much money you make?
And how many pancakes you can eat in two minutes.
Why do we assign a value to ourselves based on
things that sometimes are beyond our control?
DANA: I invited you all here today to talk about an opportunity.
An opportunity.
When I say opportunity,
I'm not referring to an easy way to earn a dollar.
I'm talking about
a set of circumstances that make it possible to do something.
To do what?
Well, that's up to you.
Yeah.
How do I know this isn't some pyramid scheme?
I'm so happy you asked that question.
This is an alternative business model.
It's the business model of the future.
We live in the age of entrepreneur...
This feels like a scam to me.
Then maybe it's not for you.
I'm not here to convince you.
All I can do is offer you tools to create a successful business.
And a lifestyle designed by you for you.
A chance to be a better you.
This business is not for the lazy or the pessimistic.
It's for those who want to know with certainty that if they put in the work
they will reap the rewards.
And, we just happen to have some of the
highest-quality wellness products on the market.
If you weren't so damn pretty, I might still have a chance.
Ladies, that is how you handle a naysayer.
[ALL APPLAUDING]
How'd it go? You pumped?
Yeah. I'm getting the hang of this.
You know you don't have to do it, right?
No, I want to.
But you have such a great job.
Babe, I'm not getting any younger.
If we're going to have kids I want to spend every minute I can with them.
Whoa,
you're beginning to sound like my mom.
You know, that doesn't offend me.
Because I... I want a home. I want a family.
Hmm.
Hi, Colin.Hi Ma.
Are you ready to embark on a life-changing journey with Vita?
I'm good.You and Dana together
could really...Ma, I'm not so much the guy for the job, thanks.
When did you become such a crabapple?
He didn't get it from me.
Noted.
I made you pie.No, thanks.
Oh, come on. It's just pie.
You know why they call it just pie?
No.Here we go.
'Cause it's just pie.
[ALL CHUCKLING]
Brilliant.
Are you done in there or what? Because I have to get going actually.
You go on ahead. We have a few more things to go over.
True.
Because you know, Mom, it did take a long time to build those original pyramids.
Goodbye, Colin.Just saying.
I resent that.
He's in a funk. I can't get him out of it.
Sexually?
No. His attitude, his mood.
Baby, I love my son,
but you are a peach.
I mean, a real good one.
He needs to be reminded
of the beautiful, dynamic girl he has in front of him.
You mean, you want me to tell him I'm a catch?
No. Of course not.
You can't always reason with men.
Sometimes the cow don't move until you prod it.
You need to wake that boy up.
DR. CLARK: There is no one that has no value,
there is no one that has an absolute value.
We all have value.
Now that's some Gandhi shit right there.
That's some John motherfucking Lennon.
Right there.
Value is in the eye of the valuer.
[ELECTRIC VEHICLE WHIRRING]
You know what? I want everyone just to take
a moment and look around the room.
There is no Youped without you.
Without "you,"
it makes up at least half of this company.
So why don't you have a look at the person opposite you,
sorry, next to you? And I want you to say,
thank you.
Look at your neighbor and say, thank you.
ALL: Thank you.
Do you want to know why I asked you guys to thank each other?
Because I just finished negotiations, and...
...as of today,
we'll be joining the Amazon family in the latest of tech acquisitions.
[LAUGHING]
Yes! Yes! It's all you!
[ALL APPLAUDING]
You! Yes, You! That is awesome, yes!
It's a Fossil.
Wow!Yeah.
Thanks, Michael.No worries, you're welcome.
I wanted to, uh,
I guess, show you my thank you.
You know?Mmm-hmm.
So I know it doesn't always seem like it.
I don't forget the fact that you and I set this thing up together.
You know?
Man, your contributions in the beginning
burst something really special.
Wow!Okay?
Thanks a lot.
Let's not, let's not do that.
I'm sorry?Let's not to do that.
Sure. I know.We are... We are...
Okay? You put the keys in the ignition,
I acknowledge that,
but I drove the car.
I backed it out of the driveway and I merged into four lines of traffic,
without my headlights on.
You're not mad at me.
You are mad at yourself.
Now, I empathize.
Sadly, I cannot take responsibility for it.
[LOUD CLATTERING]
Why do some of us think our own lives are worth nothing?
What apocalyptic force
encourages us and convinces us that this is true?
How do we get beyond that?
DANA: I'm going to stay with my sister for the weekend.
Okay.
I think you need some time.
By yourself.
By myself?
I'm a catch, Colin.
Okay, what are you talking about?
What scares you in life?
What scares me? Really?Yeah.
Bears. Knives. Guns.
Mass shootings.You want to know what scares me?
Failure.
Mediocrity.
Financial instability. Being alone.
Okay. I'm scared of those things too.
So what are you going to do about it?
Are you breaking up with me?
I don't know.
Be careful.
Colin, be careful.
[BRAKES SCREECHING]COLIN: Oh, shit!
Oh, fuck!
Hey.
Can you do me a favor?
Yeah. Sure.
I think there's a bottle of water over there.
That one. Mmm-hmm.
I'm not really a morning person.
Yeah. Me neither. Not normally.
So this isn't like a normal day for you?
No, no. Not really.
Pass me the other bottle.
How old are you?
36.
Oof.
Do you have a job?
Yeah, I work at a nursery.
Okay.
So you like kids?
No, like trees. I dig and plant trees.
But kids are fine.
Kids are fine.
So do you like use a chainsaw and stuff or...
No, no. Not really.
So what do you do?
I fertilize.
I plant trees and...
Sometimes I cut dead branches.
Yeah.
[DOOR CLOSES]
Ow!
Ow? Did that really hurt?
No, I'm fine.
Ow.[LAUGHING]
I'm sorry. So where were you?
I slept in.
Slept in?Yeah.
Did you get good sleep?I did actually, thank you.
No, I'm sorry, seriously. Sorry about that.
Look, man. I want this to work out for you okay?
Try harder.
Okay.
All right?All right, boss.
All right, brother. Cousin.
[CHUCKLING]
Oh, hey. Do you think you can uh,
do me a favor and pick me up tomorrow at 11:00? I need to go somewhere.
Sure.
Cool.
You know it's really not much point fertilizing in this cold weather
but I didn't want to tell you because you're doing such a great job.
[ENGINE STARTS]
BRAD: Mummy got some new boots?BRAD JR.: Mmm-hmm.
Fun. You know who paid for those boots?
Daddy, with child support.
Hey!
Hey. Hey.Hey.
Oh, right.
Oh, Colin, this is Brad Junior.
Brad Junior, this is your Uncle Colin.
What's up, Uncle Colin?
Oh, Brad Junior?
You hungry?
No. I'm good.
Are you up for some fruit? You want some fruit?
Yes!Yeah?
I'm fine. You know where we're going?
North Ave, right?
Yeah. Thanks, by the way.
Dude, don't mention it.
It's just great to have my cousin back.
Remember that time when we were kids?
You got that paintball gun for Christmas.
Thought you were playing hide and seek but really I was just hunting you.
COLIN: No, I don't really.
BRAD: Well, you have to remember that. Your mom, like, really lost it on me.
You had welts on your body for like a week.
[ALL LAUGHING]
COLIN: Ouch.BRAD: God, I miss those days.
HARRISON: Well, you look like shit.
Yeah, uh, I didn't get much sleep last night.
You, uh, depressed?
I think so.
Well, you know what, Colin, that's normal, you know. This is all a process.
Yeah, I know.
So, uh...
Nursery keeping you busy?
Yeah, yeah. It's, uh,
lot of long hours. [CHUCKLES]
You know? Lot of labor.
I usually end up... I'm so tired
I just crash when I get home.
Yeah?Yeah.
No late nights in the Bronx buying dope?
Nope.No?
No. [CHUCKLING]
You sure?Yeah.
You growing anything else other than trees up there?
No.
You watch a lot of porn?
No.No, none?
I met a girl.
Hey, that's great. Where did you meet her?
Oh, I have known her since, you know,
she's from my home town.Mmm-hmm?
Yeah. Uh, singer.
Wow. She any good?
Oh, yeah, yeah, she's real good, yeah.
She's in Brooklyn you know, so...Oh.
That's... That's great!Yeah.
That's really great.It's great.
You get out to see her shows?
All the time. I mean, sometimes...
A coup... Once.
What do you do, drive?
Drive? Oh, God, no.
Metro North.
The Metro North to Brooklyn?
Well, Grand Central subway to Brooklyn.
Why the fuck are you telling me that?
You have been granted permission by the state of Connecticut
to leave the state for one reason and one reason only.
That's to work.
They didn't grant you parole so you can go chasing tail
all over New York City at all hours.
The only reason you're sitting here with me
and not in prison, is because your father,
God rest his soul, left you a place to live
and your cousin gave you a job.Right.
But let me be very clear about this.
You're not a free man.
Not a free man.You're not.
Sorry.Don't be sorry!
You know what happens in New York City after 12:00 a.m.?
Nothing good.
Nothing good happens in New York City after 12:00 a.m.
You got it?Got it.
Repeat after me.
Nothing good happens after 12:00 a.m.
Nothing good happens after 12:00 a.m.That's right.
Yup.Do you realize if you get in
any trouble at all, anything whatsoever,
you go back to jail?
New York City is no place for you, Colin.
[SIGHS]
Look, Colin, I get it okay?
Bad things happen to good people.
Now you gotta make a choice.
You gotta decide whether you're going to pick yourself up
and rebuild from the ashes,
or you're going to stay...
[STUTTERS] ...a depressed little bitch
that dreams about what he had
before God turned his back on him.
Okay.
Think about that.I will.
Think about that.I'll think about it.
How're doing with that watermelon, bud?Good.
Yeah?
It's an underrated fruit.
How did it go?Fine.
Yeah?Yeah.
You're good if we stop somewhere before I drop you off?
Yeah, as long as it's not a strip club.
Hey, Junior, you want to go to a strip club?
No.No?
[CHUCKLES]
You will someday, my man. You will.
No, seriously, where are we going?Booty call.
You know, gotta, gotta see about a girl.Mmm-hmm.
BRAD: His mum wants to move away.
COLIN: What, like far away?
BRAD: Yeah, Florida.
And what does that mean?
That, uh, probably, I guess
get him in the summers hopefully,
and she'll take him the rest of the year.
Yeah.
It's not what you want, right?
No. No, I mean, I want him all the time.
You know, I love him.
But I don't know if that's realistic, you know?
I mean, as it is, I'm probably going to need to get some help,
may be an au pair or something.
Hmm, remember that...
What was the name of that, uh...
That housekeeper your dad used to have?Which one?
Zhu... Zhu... Zhuzhu Zura?[LAUGHING]
Zuzu Dudek.
Yeah, she was the best. Ah, I miss her.
She didn't speak any English but God, was she funny.
[BOTH LAUGH]
I used to tell her the wrong names for all the appliances
and she would be like looking for the vacuum cleaner
and she'd go to my mom, and she'd be like,
"Have you seen ze cocksucker?"
[BOTH LAUGH]
That's terrible.
When she found out I was lying to her,
she just like spanked me, and then quit.
She spanked you? Really?Yeah, yeah. It was great.
[LAUGHS]
[MUSIC PLAYING]
JESSIE: ♪ I always try
♪ To figure you out
♪ Thinking out loud
♪ What are we doing here?
♪ I always thought
♪ I could be strong
♪ Boy, was I wrong
♪ Don't you see I'm trying?
♪ My dear
♪ Don't lie to me
♪ Like you used to
♪ You must agree
♪ I'm good to you
[ENGINE SPUTTERING]
[MEN SHOUTING INDISTINCTLY]
[CHEERING]
ALL: Oh!
[MAN SPEAKING SPANISH]
Fight! Fight, hey, fight!
Gringo!
BRAD: There you go.
Follow me this way.
These are hollys.
Um, they grow pretty much all year round.
I mean, if you wanted...
What are you doing?
Colin, seriously?
Come on, let's... Let's go.
[INAUDIBLE]
Oh, hey!Hey!
Hey.
What's up?
I just... I wanted...
Sorry for leaving the other day.
Oh. That's okay.
I know how it goes.
Wake up in a strange place
with a strange girl.
No, no. It's not like that.
I just...
I wanted to stop by in person and tell you that, uh...
You know, I can't see you anymore.
So you came here to tell me you can't see me anymore?
Yeah, I just thought it would be rude, uh...
You know, not to stop by.
You know, I wanted to give a chance to say something
or if you want to talk about it?
Oh? Well, thank you for letting me down in such a polite fashion.
I'm very sorry.
It's okay. [CHUCKLES]
Uh, I have to run, though.
Oh, okay. Do you want to talk about it or...
I mean, you're welcome to tag along, I guess.
Yeah, sure.Okay.
It's very gratifying to see this having such an emotional effect on someone.
I'm Dallan Parcel.
Colin.[CHUCKLES]
What are your thoughts?
It's beautiful.
It was inspired by the death of my daughter and wife.
I'm sorry.
Eerie, right?
You could almost feel their presence here.
[FOOTSTEPS]
I see you met Colin.
I just did.
And how did you come to join my daughter here?
Uh, we're dating.
What happened to the other one?
He's still hanging around but...
I'm not really.
I'm sorry, Colin, if this is uncomfortable.
Jessie and I are pretty candid about it.
It's fine.
All right. I'll leave you two alone.
Colin, do the right thing.
Excuse me?
Do the right thing with my daughter.
I don't care what you do,
just do the right thing.
Nice to meet you.
What do you think?
He's a nice man.
About the installation.
You know, it's intense.
I like it.
I don't always like his stuff, but...
This one I like.
I have...
I have to tell you something.
Okay.
Listen, I just got out of prison.
What for?
I hit a guy with my car.
It was an accident,
he's in a coma.
And if he doesn't wake up, then I might be charged with manslaughter.
I know this must be really hard for you, but, uh...
Why would it be hard for me?
I don't know.
I'm sorry.
I gotta go.
Were you drunk?
No.
No, it was an accident.
You want to get drunk?
Yes.
COLIN: You were pretty young when they died, right?
JESSIE: Uh...
Yeah. I was five.
COLIN: What was your sister like?
You remember much?
JESSIE: Remember a few things.
Mostly what people tell me about her.
She was a musician too.
Prodigy.COLIN: Wow.
JESSIE: She was a perfect student,
gorgeous.
I think people only tell me the good things.
Probably for the best.
She married or anything?
No.
She was only 15.
Cool.
My dad gave me this guitar.
He used to shower me in gifts after she died.
Didn't know how to play it.
Play any music?
Me? No.
It's too bad...
Could've been a great musician.
Really?
I dunno.
Country song?
Maybe.
♪ Sittin' sipping some wine
♪ With my friend, Colin
♪ His tender trees are sleeping tight
♪ Brought him home to my
♪ Slummin' old apartment
♪ Laughing and loving through the night
Silly.
It's great.
♪ He was lost
♪ And somehow I found him
♪ And I know that with whatever stays or leaves
♪ He'll think of me when he's working 'neath the trees
[CHUCKLES]
♪ I long hold him tight
♪ When the moon shines bright over me ♪
So beautiful when you sing.
Don't tell me you love me.
Okay.
Wasn't planning on it.
[CHUCKLES]
[PANTING]
[PHONE LINE RINGING]
COLIN: Hello?
Colin? Hi!
Hi, Dana.
How are you?
I'm okay.
That's good.
Uh...
I've been meaning to call.
I've just been so busy with all the Vita stuff.
Yeah, you're still working with Barbara?
Yeah.
Yeah, oh, she's a great mentor.
That's great.
I'm really happy for you.
How's life back in the real world?
I'm raising myself up, you know...
Just trying to keep my head down and get through this.
What's your plan?
Uh, you know, I don't really have a plan.
I haven't thought that far ahead.
Hey, I've been thinking of coming down to New York for a Vita conference.
I'd love to see you.
Yeah.
Yeah, that... That would be great.
I've missed you.
DANA: I love you.
Love you too.
[CALL DISCONNECTED]
I just don't have any filters.
What's wrong, hon?
I just got the phone with Colin. I'm okay.
I don't think I've had a real conversation with him
since he was a child.
Didn't help that I took him away from his father
at the height of his puberty.
Barbara, it's fine.
I... I... I just want to say,
things happen.
God knows why.
Things test us.
The two of you,
if you can get through this?
He needs you, Dana.
He is so lucky to have you.
COLIN: Look at that, no granules.
Nice.
Impressive.Thanks.
I do my best.
Who was that on the phone?
Oh, that was a...
That was a girl,
who was... Was my fiance.
What happened?
After the whole accident thing, um...
Things got really messy and...
It's a long story but, um...
I guess we never really talked about it, so...
Um...
That's why she called, so...
So she didn't want to be a prison wife?
[CHUCKLES]
Basically.[INTERCOM RINGING]
Well...
Hello?
MAN: Jess, it's me.Fuck.
Just a second.Who is that?
You need to leave right now.
Right the fuck now.
I'm sorry, Colin.
You've got a boyfriend?You just gotta go.
I'm really sorry.He didn't... You didn't even buzz him up?
He has a key. He has a key.
You're not serious?No, I'm serious.
Very serious. Go, go, go.What do I do now?
I don't know. I usually just let these things work themselves out.
COLIN: This is crazy.
I can't see you anymore. I'm sorry.
Hey, buddy...
Hey, hold it right there.
Me?
Yes, you.
You're just gonna walk by me like that?
Like what?
Okay, what's the deal here, huh?
You special or something?
What's with the topless act?
I just got locked out.
Okay.
Yeah. I was on the fire escape
and window shut and couldn't get back in.
You locked yourself out on a fire escape?Uh...
I just want to get home.
I was just heading to the train, is that all right?
Oh, yeah? Where is home?
Uh, Ridgefield.
Connecticut?
That's 60 miles from here.
Yeah, it's fine.
Sorry, am I in some kind of trouble or...
You know what? Get in the car.
No, I just... But I'm...
Come on. Let's talk about it in the car.
Are you sure?OFFICER: Yeah.
Come on.
Just get in. Get in. It's warm.
Watch your head.
Jesus Christ.
What's this?
Locked himself out of his house.
Hey, it's chilly out there today.
Are you one of those polar bear gay guys?
What?This house you got locked out of,
Yeah.someone else's house?
Yeah, my friend.
Look, uh, she kicked me out.
It's embarrassing.What did she kick you out for?
You do something?No, no. I didn't.
There's another guy.
Apparently, she likes him better.
So she sent me out back...
She's a musician.Ah.
That's rough.
Is he a beanie shopper?
What's that?
You know, one of those guys who lives in Brooklyn and wears beanies.
A beanie shopper.
Oh, yeah.
Yeah, I guess so.
That's rough.Yeah.
Right, come on. Let's take him to 125th.
Uh... No, wait, hold on a second. I actually didn't do anything wrong.
Hey... Relax. 125th Street, train station.
Oh.Sit back and relax.
Enjoy the ride.
Oh, great, thanks.
DR. CLARK: Fear.
Boy, that can just suck the air out of confidence in two seconds flat.
But confidence
is not the absence of fear.
It's respecting
that natural and innate instinct
that is fear.
Fear can fuel,
fear can drive you along
or it can drive you away.
COLIN: Ow, fuck!
DR. CLARK: It can be utilized.
It can be harnessed.
It can be changed.
And suddenly, you have confidence.
[PANTING] Hey.
I'm sorry.
I know. I should have called, but...
You're fired.
Seriously?
You can't fire me.
Uh... I just did.
You're fired.COLIN: Wait a sec.
How do I get un-fired?
Let's go.
[ALL SHOUTING IN SPANISH]
You're a dick.
Okay.
[GROANS]
You good?
They must have had a field day with you in prison.
[ALL EXCLAIMING]
Brad, I'm sorry.
I'm sorry, Brad.
I'm sorry.
[ALL EXCLAIM]
El Jefe!
BRAD: Fill this out.
I already filled one of these out.
That was before I fired you.
All right, whatever.
I like your spirit.
Yeah?Yeah.
You can take a punch.
You got that Glennon fighter in you.
Yeah? Was my dad a fighter?
No. But I am.
So what do I have to do to get you to show up here on time?
Want me to get you an alarm clock?No.
I'm...Buy you a rooster?
Brad, I'm sorry. All right?
I just, I had a thing with this girl and then ended up staying...
Oh, oh, oh... Whoa, whoa, whoa.
Whoa!
A girl?
Yeah.
Is she cute?
She's very pretty.
She redhead?No, she's blonde.
Like, dirty blonde.
Yeah, yeah, like dirty blonde.
Cool.
Anyway, it's over now.
Which is probably a good thing
since my parole officer said
that I shouldn't even be in the city, so...
Well, speaking of your parole officer,
you might not have to worry about that anymore.
What're you talking about?
Let's just say I took care of it.
Brad, what the fuck are you talking about?
"Colin Glennon has a gift.
"He has a gift for nature.
"A gift for horticulture and a gift for working with a team."
End quote.
"Colin has created a new kind of grafting system
"and has revolutionized my nursery."
Etc, etc.
"The other boys all look up to him with respect."
Oh, this is my favorite.
And I quote,
"He is pretty much fluent in Spanish at this point,
"which is quite impressive since he knew nothing
"only three weeks ago."
End quote.
Cousin Brad.
Excellent.
What kind of bullshit scheme are you tryin' to pull here?
I didn't have anything to do with that.
I take this shit very seriously, Colin.
You want to tell me what happened to your eye?
Oh, sporting injury.
HARRISON: A sporting injury.
What sport were you playing?
Uh... It's like a fighting kind of a sport.
A fighting sport?
Yeah. It's like boxing.
But with less rules.
It's how you gain respect.
It's how you gain respect, huh?Mmm-hmm.
Can I remind you of what you signed when you agreed to your parole?
It says, "I will not affiliate or associate
"with any gang member,
"criminal organization, or individual member thereof."
It's not a gang.Do you remember signing that?
I like you, Colin.
But you're making it very difficult to help you.
And I understand that.
Completely, Mr. Harrison, but you don't have anything to worry about.
This is helping me.Yeah. This?
Yeah. I feel a part of something.
I mean, isn't that what some of this is about?
I mean, don't I get a little bit of help, a little bit of lax here?
No fighting!
JESSIE: ♪ You don't even have to tell me
♪ I can see it in your smile that you're sad
♪ Lost your smile in September
♪ And I try not to remind you of that
[INDISTINCT CHATTERING]
[LAUGHS]
♪ All the time that you wasted
♪ Feeling angry and sorry for yourself
♪ Are you feeling any better?
♪ Are you wrapped up in thoughts of someone else?
♪ What are you gonna do
♪ With the choices that are coming towards you?
♪ Don't you walk away
♪ I can't stand to see you act this way ♪
Hey!
I know you.
Colin? Colin Glennon, right?
Hey, yeah.
You don't remember me?
Of course! Yes, yes.
Tina...Tina.
Cardozzi...Cardozzi, right?
Yeah. Haven't seen you since middle school.
What are you... Do you live here now?
Yeah. I do. I sort of.
I work with...
You remember my cousin Brad?
Oh, yeah, no, yeah.
I don't know.[CHUCKLING]
How've you been, too?
Well, I just went back home.
Sort of taken life in like a new direction,
a little bit.
I was in LA doing the whole acting thing.
Wow!
Yeah.How was that?
Uh...
Tiring.
It was fun, but tiring.
But anyway, we should totally get a drink sometime.
Totally.If you're around.
Yeah. Let me give you my number.
Okay.Okay.
Okay.
I'll write it down for you.
I had, like, the biggest crush on you in middle school.
Okay, cool.
Uh, yeah.
You better call me.
COLIN: I will.
Bye.
[BOTH SPEAKING SPANISH]
BRAD: So the website's, Wegotbigtrees.com.JESSIE: Yeah.
But if you can see right there that's me.[LAUGHS]
I'm in a barrel.
And I usually take pictures with trees
but you know, I saw a barrel
so I went with it.JESSIE: Hmm.
I don't discriminate, I'm cool.
Hello, Colin.What's up?
JESSIE: Hey.
Colin, this is my new lady friend, Jessie.
Hi. What are you doing here?
Oh, well I found these and these.
Then I found this place on the Internet.
And it has a fantastic website.
Thank you.
Colin, so Jessie was just telling me she grew up around here.
Wow!
Small world.Yeah.
BRAD: Right? Yeah.
Yeah.
Hey, do you know a girl named Tina Cardozzi?
She grew up here, too.
She's an actress?
You want me to show around the place?
Uh, sure. Thank you, Brad.
Oh, okay. I see what's happening here.
You two have like this predetermined...Bye, Brad.
Really?...thing happening that you think that it's okay
...to just leave Brad alone in the office.
I... I... I'm not done.
Thank you.
♪ How come so fast
♪ I fell?
Oh!
♪ Before I could even catch my breath
[MEN SPEAKING SPANISH]
So, this is it.
This is my plot.
Do you own it?
No. No, I just... I'm in charge of it.
So you're pretty good at this?
Yeah. Getting better.
Yeah.
So is this like where all the ex-cons come when they get out?
No. Just me.
Oh, cause you're special.
♪ Don't worry I won't come crying
These are my beauties.
This is it. These are my tomatoes.
Yeah.These? Or...
Oh, no, no, no. These. Right here. Here.Oh.
Looks nice, right?
They look delicious.
Right. Well, they will be in two or three months.
[CLEARS THROAT]
Tomatoes are actually a lot easier than trees.
I don't really understand the importance of soil,
but, apparently it's the secret to a good tomato.
Really?Yeah.
Hey, you can't just use the same soil
as you would use for basil or lavender or perennials or anything like that.
And, um, you can't water them too often.
I also read that salt water makes them delicious
but I think it also ruins the soil so...
It's probably just a tradeoff.
Trying a lot of new crap.
We'll see how it goes.
What?
♪ If not you Who can I tell? ♪
What is that?
That's the sporting club.
Pretty unique, right?[INDISTINCT YELLING]
It started out with just a few guys and Brad really embraced it.
Yeah, it's a Mexican Fight Club.
No, they're mostly Guatemalan.
Wait. You don't do that, though?
Whoo!
Whose house is this?
Is this, like, a half-way house?
This can't be yours.
Yeah, it's my house.
Did you live in it before you went to prison?
Uh, it was my dad's place
and he was sick and he died when I was in prison
and left it to me.
Oh. Were you close?
No.
Mmm-mmm.
I'm sorry.
It's okay. Probably sell it,
once it is I figure out what I'm going to do with my life.
Thought you were a tomato farmer.
Oh, yeah. That's right.
A very good one.[CHUCKLES]
Hey.
This takes any longer, I'm gonna need some more snacks.
[CHUCKLES] I'm sorry.
I'm working on it.
Okay.
Did you grow up here?
Ah, sort of.
I lived here when I was young.
My mom and I moved away when my parents split.
Oh, that sucks.
COLIN: Sorry my dad left the place such a mess, though.
Trying to fix it up now.
Left you a badass TV.
Oh, yeah, no, that doesn't work.
Okay.
Got any sweet porn on these tapes?
What's that?
YOUNG COLIN: [OVER VIDEO] We're made for the air.
We could go anywhere.
You should come with me.
ANNIE: I can't come with you.
YOUNG COLIN: Well, I'll send you a postcard.
ANNIE: I'll miss you.
I'll miss you too.
What is this?[CROWD APPLAUDS]
Class play.
Where'd you get this?
I should have told you.
Will you shut up?
WOMAN: Colin, move over next to Annie. Over next to Annie.
That's nice.
Nice smile. All right, you're the sweetest little birdies.
Oh, look at these cute little birdies.
They're so cute.
Oh, I love that. I love that smile.
I only went to your show because I was curious.
WOMAN: Now, Colin, bring the flowers to Annie
because she is the star birdie.
And you got to fuck me.
Bonus.
Hope I lived up to your expectations.
That's not fair.
Fair?
Fuck you!
Please...Just stay away from me.
WOMAN: We are so, so happy to see each other.
[KNOCK AT DOOR]
Oh! Hi!
Hi, Colin.
I'm Dana.
I'm an old friend of Colin's.
We grew up together. Annie.
I was just leaving so...
You want more pasta?
I'm fine, thank you.
You're not going to eat?
No. I'm fine.
These tomatoes are delicious.
I want to...I slept with someone.
I'm sorry.
The girl who was just here, I slept with her.
You shit.
Do you love her?
I don't know.
Do you... Do you love me?
Yeah.
I'm sorry.
I'm so sorry.
[BIRDS CHIRPING DISTANTLY]
Thanks.Mmm-hmm.
What are you doing today?
Hmm.
I don't know.
[INDISTINCT CHATTERING]
Colin!Mom!
[LAUGHING]Hey!
I'm so, so glad you decided to come.
Okay. [NERVOUSLY LAUGHS]Thinking of you alone in that sad house.
This is perfect.
Sorry, we're a little late.You are late, but that's okay.
The main speaker hasn't started yet.
You're going to love him.
That's awesome.
Is that the bano?
BARBARA: You have to go down the hall, sweetie.COLIN: Oh, okay.
Now hurry.I'll be right back.
The bano?Did he learn Spanish in jail?
I guess so, yeah.
I thought I was the only man up in this bitch. [CHUCKLES]
Uh, excuse me?
You know...
I thought I was the only guy left in here... It's all women.
Ah.
Lot of powerful women obviously, you know?
Yeah, so you're here for the conference?
Oh, no, no, no. I'm just, uh,
visiting a friend.
Mmm-hmm. Mmm-hmm.
Well, you know, these women,
they are an example
of the ability to change in the midst of so much fear.
You know, fear of growing old and not making enough money
and being alone, you know.
And yet they attack it head-on.
You know, there's nothing stopping these ladies, you know?
And I find that... Find that very appealing.
Well, I'm not sure everyone would agree with you on that, but...
[CHUCKLES]
Yeah, well, you know,
not everyone agrees about the truth
but that's what the justice system is for. [CHUCKLING]
Right.
I'll see you later, man.Yeah.
He's a New York Times bestselling author
and the founder of the Wade Into Gold
Institute for Adolescents in Foster Homes.
He is not your average success story.
Let's have a warm Vita welcome, ladies,
Dr. Harry Clark.
[ALL APPLAUD]
Thank you, thank you. Thank you.
Hello. Hello, ladies.
Uh... It is a pleasure to be here. I'm Dr. Harry Clark.
Today, I want to talk to you about examples.
You know, perception. How you see things and how you perceive people.
We each have a version of ourselves
that we are...
...projecting.
When you're sitting there in your chairs right now,
and you look up on the stage,
what kind of a person do you see before you?
Do you think it's a regular person,
just some guy,
or, do you think it's someone that has a lot of confidence
and a lot of swagger?
[ALL LAUGH]
DR. CLARK: I'm going to run a little bit of an experiment right now.
So, I'm going to ask you guys to do something a little...
A little strange,
and that is, I'd like you guys to close your eyes.
But, I'd like you to really close your eyes.
I don't want any peek... I see you back there.
[CHUCKLING] No peeking.
All right, just keep your eyes closed. I swear it's gonna be worth it.
And I'll let you know when to open your eyes, okay? So...
Now, open your eyes.
[ALL GASP]
What do you see now?
How much self-worth
does this man have?
[ALL LAUGH]
I'm just playing with you,
but you get my point. I hope.
COLIN: Hey.
Hey man, get out of here.
I just want to talk to Jessie.
No, man. Go home.
COLIN: Jessie. I'm sorry.
I'll leave you alone, I promise you.
Just let me explain.Just go home.
Take your hands off me, man.
[GRUNTS]
Oh, my God.
Jessie, just hear me out okay?
It wasn't supposed to end like that.
I was wrong. I'm sorry.[YELLING]
[GRUNTING]
[POLICE SIREN CHIRPS]
OFFICER: Hey, hey, hey, hey!
OFFICER: Hey, asshole, get off him
[GROANS]
What are you doing?
I didn't know she was dead, all right? I hadn't seen her 15 years.
I didn't know.
OFFICER: Come here!
I should have told you. I'm sorry.
OFFICER: Why are you always causing trouble, huh?
Put that back on your head, man. Your nose is bleeding.
Are you listening to me?
All right. Come on.[GRUNTS]
Yeah, I know about you.
That's your thing, right?
Preying on girls with emotional baggage,
so you can sleep with them.
Going back to prison for a long time.
OFFICER: Come on in.
Stand up.
Officer, I would be happy to give you my statement now.
I was assaulted by this man.
HARRISON: Mmm.hmm.
This convict.
You like fighting?
No.
No?
[SCOFFS]
It looks like you're getting pretty damn good.
COLIN: Well, that guy's an asshole.
HARRISON: You're right. He is an asshole.
But you're a bigger asshole.
Me?Yeah. You. You know how I know?
No.
That's what I do all day long. I work with assholes.
But you, Colin,
you're a very special kind of asshole,
because you can't see what's right in front of you.
But you want everyone else to watch
as you continue
to make an asshole of yourself.[SCOFFS]
You got it all. You got the family,
you got the job, you got the cute girlfriend,
but for some reason...
[SIGHS]
You keep on wanting to break your parole.
If you ask me, a punch in the face is exactly what you needed.
Okay, well, I got that covered.
You tagged him pretty good too.
COLIN: I did.Yeah.
So I guess I'm going back to jail?
Right there, Colin, hold on.
Where's he going?
Could have broke my nose.
Sir, sir...
Let me out of here?
He... He assaulted me.
Well, according to the statement that the girlfriend
you both share gave Officer Dugan here, you swung first.
He was threatening her.
Oh. Tell your lawyer.
I'll see you Thursday.Right.
What happens with this?
Oh, I don't think you have anything to worry about. It'll all settle out.
Maybe not for this asshole, but...
MAN: I'm sitting right here!
Thanks.
OFFICER: All right, look, we're going to grab a bite to eat.
We'll be back in three or four hours. You comfy?
Yeah, probably go by Energy Kitchen,
grab a soy burger or something,
you want a...Energy Kitchen?
OFFICER: Yeah, yeah, yeah. Take it easy all right?You're watching your figure?
You were heavier as a child?
I can tell.
Oh, my God. Are you okay?
Yeah, I'm fine.
You want us to drive you to the hospital?No, Mom, I'm fine.
Take me to the train, please.
How was the conference?
Fine. How was the precinct?
Fine.
I think me being close to you
is not a good thing right now.
Well, you know, I think anyone being close to me
is not a good thing right now.
Stop that.
Stop doing that.
You're a good person and you need to stop hiding from it.
Sorry.
No, you're right.
You're right.
You have nothing to be sorry about.
It's really good seeing you.
Keep in touch, okay?
I will. Come here.
JESSIE: ♪ How come it doesn't feel I've wasted any time
♪ You're running in my veins
♪ Like I never would have thought
♪ And in my mind Like I don't ever wanna leave
♪ Close your mouth and open your eyes
♪ No one wants to be the one to decide
♪ But you don't need me to stay like you think you do
DALLAN: [OVER SPEAKER] Hello?Hi! It's Colin Glennon.
I'm a friend of your daughter's.
[DOOR BUZZES]
♪ Remember all the times
♪ I thought you maybe felt too much
Hey. We're back on. Nice to see you again.
Good to see you too.Mmm-hmm.
Hi, you look like you're busy.
Not for you. What can I do for you?
I just wanted to, uh, stop by and give you these.
What are they?
They are, uh... Letters from...
From Annie.
♪ Close your mouth and open your eyes
♪ No one wants to be the one to decide
♪ Don't need me to stay like you think you do
♪ If you forgive me then I'll forgive you ♪
I should've recognized you.
COLIN: Oh, no. It's fine.
There are so many.
Yeah, well, we were pretty close.
Did you love her?
We were young.
Young... Young love, maybe.
DALLAN: Did you kiss her?
I did.
Couple of times.
Did you touch her?
She loved you.
She might never have known a love like yours.
What she felt for you might have been
the strongest emotion she ever felt in her life.
I did.
Yeah, I did love her.
I just remember being really happy. [CHUCKLES]
Thank you for bringing these to me.
I only wish I had the nerve to bring them to you when I first found them.
Are your parents still alive, Colin?
Yeah, my mother is. My father...
...uh, passed away this year.
I'm sorry to hear that.Thanks.
Were you close to him?Not really.
DALLAN: Hmm.
People say, my daughter, my child,
my father...
They are not ours, Colin.
They are on loan from God.
And we are in charge of them, or ruled by them,
for a very brief period of time.
We can know them as much as we can control them.
Which is to say...
Not very much.
These letters, these, these...
Are a true joy.
I thank you.
[SIGHS]
Do you...
Do you think you can maybe, give this
to your other daughter, for me?
DR. CLARK: After a while,
you're going to start to see yourself differently.
You going to find a new comfort in the unknown.
Unknown,
is no longer about fear.
It represents an opportunity.
You've turned a corner.
There's no magic
to making these projects successful,
self-help or otherwise.
What is necessary is that you believe change is possible.
This life ain't easy.
It's filled with struggle,
but moments of joy will present themselves
only if you believe that you deserve them.
Only if you see yourself as someone worthy of joy.
Worthy of happiness.
It comes from within you.
You want a ride downhill?Yeah.
I want to talk to you for a sec.Okay.
Guess what.What?
Kristin got a DUI.
Oh, okay.I'm back in the mix for custody.
Awesome, man.Right?
Yeah.
He's a great kid.He's the best.
And he's impossible to find when playing hide and seek.
What do you mean?He's in the mulch pile.
He always hides in the mulch pile. Yeah.Really?
Is that safe?Yeah. Think so.
So you give up on those last two trees?Yeah, I did.
I chipped them up this morning.
It's the right call.Yeah, I know.
Keep that plot, all right?
Grow whatever you want within reason.
Start fresh.Thanks.
BRAD: Got him.
BRAD: You want to go on the pond?No!
Yeah? You do?BRAD JR.: No!
No!
[LAUGHING] Mommy doesn't do fun things like this with you.
[BOTH LAUGH]
JESSIE: ♪ I didn't think I'd end up
♪ Feeling so lonely
♪ I had it all figured out
♪ I'd leave you sad and broken
♪ To find my blue sky
♪ But you walked away with the sun
♪ Now I'm lost
Why not, right? You can never have too many boxwoods.
That's what my dad always said. "You can never have too many boxwoods."
TINA: Hi! I'm here about the au pair position.
My friend Colin Glennon told me you guys were hiring
and, am I early?
Uh... Yeah. What's your name?
Oh, I'm Tina. Hi.
Hi.Hi.
Hi!
Say hello to Tina, Brad Junior.Hello, Tina.
Are you drawing?Mmm-hmm.
He's really cute.
Thanks. I'm Brad. Brad Senior.
Tina Cardozzi. Hi. Nice to meet you.
Nice to meet you, Tina Cardozzi.
You're hired.Oh. Oh! Okay. Great!
♪ Be my shelter
♪ So as the rain starts pouring
♪ I keep on walking
♪ Please wash away...
[SPEAKING SPANISH]
COLIN: Hi.
Who are you?
Uh, my name is Colin.
Glennon.
I just wanted to stop by
and say that I'm sorry.
You're the guy who hit me.
I am.
Okay.
♪ Need no time to tell me what I'm missing
♪ And I know that I fucked up one time too many
♪ You're better off without me ♪
[ALL APPLAUDING]
Thank you.
[CLEARS THROAT] Sometimes I get this really strong picture in my head
of exactly what I looked like
freshman year of high school and, uh,
immediately after that I have to go into a mirror and check
that I'm not still that person.
Um...
Anyways, I don't really know what that has to do with this song,
but, thank God for change.
Um... Sorry, I'm going to play a new song.
Yeah. I hope you like it.
♪ Oh, my love you know I've been around
♪ Though I might seem young to you now
♪ Yes, my love I've seen it all before
♪ Not had anything to live for
♪ Mmm
♪ Been through so much wrong
♪ Looking for right
♪ Wasted all those sleepless nights
♪ Trying to dream about
♪ Your hand around mine
♪ I tried to turn a page
♪ And write something new
♪ But the funny thing is
♪ All came back to you
♪ Ooh
♪ You kept your head down
♪ For so long
♪ Never taking your feet
♪ Off the ground
♪ And your eyes have gotten so blind
♪ They can't see
♪ What you've become to me
♪ We were strangers waiting
♪ For the time to pass
♪ But Henry, it has come and gone
♪ And here we are
♪ Tipping hats and shaking hands
♪ To spare each other's hearts
♪ Hearts
♪ Ooh
MAN: All right, we're going.JESSIE: Okay.
♪ No one ever said it would be easy
♪ No one ever said that you'd succeed
♪ Sometimes it takes a lot of blood, sweat and tears
♪ And from the looks of things Darlin', you're gonna bleed
♪ Come out looking like a deer in headlights
♪ Waiting for somebody to wake you up
♪ You can smell the coffee
♪ You can face the music
♪ Don't know where you're going
♪ When the going gets tough
♪ Shit, water, dead weight
♪ You gotta toe the line You gotta see the sign
♪ Shit, water, dead weight
♪ Dead water, shit weight
♪ Water weight, dead shit
♪ There's no way around it
♪ Once you found it
♪ Shit, water, dead weight
♪ There's no way around it
♪ Once you found it
♪ Shit, water, dead weight
[JESSIE LAUGHS]