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丹麥女孩
你不想畫出那樣的作品嗎 Don't you wish you could paint like that?
您說什么 Oh, I'm sorry?
我說 你不想畫出你丈夫那樣的作品嗎 I said, don't you wish you could paint like your husband?
真的 你一定很為他驕傲 Really. You must be so proud of him.
如此優雅 So elegant.
沒錯 畫的都是瓦埃勒 他長大的地方 Yes, they're all Vejle, where he grew up.
我不敢說我的委托人 Now, I don't say my client
是丹麥最好的風景畫家 is the best landscape artist in Denmark,
但他絕對位列前茅 but he is in the top one.
-沒錯 -你好 - Yes. - Oh, hello!
進展得相當順利 It's going very well.
是啊 他會驚艷世人的 Yes. He'll be impossible.
天啊 Oh, my.
謝謝 Oh, thank you.
還有拉斯穆森 And Rasmussen!
拜托 友好一點 Oh, come on. Be kind.
至少他答應看你的作品了 At least he agreed to see your work.
那只是因為他喝醉了 It was only because he was drunk.
我知道 I know.
是的 你就是很享受 Yes, you were loving it.
我才沒有 I was not!
"我不敢說我的委托人 "I don't say my client
是丹麥最好的風景畫家..." is the best landscape artist in Denmark..."
但是... But...
"他絕對位列前茅" "He's in the top one!"
安靜 大家都在睡覺呢 Quiet! People are sleeping.
對不起 Sorry.
哥本哈根 1926年
知道現在幾點了嗎 Do you know what time it is?
你該躺回床上的點了 Time you came back to bed?
不 No.
我要開始工作了 I'm ready to start work.
-戈達 -怎么 - Gerda. - What?
你的臉 Your face.
你覺得我抵抗不了你的誘惑嗎 You think I can't resist you?
你想拒絕我嗎 Do you want to resist me?
不想 No.
但我希望你能乖乖求我 But I'd like you to ask nicely,
我不會覺得自己太容易被征服 so I don't feel such a pushover.
戈達·維納 Gerda Wegener.
我的人生 My life.
我的妻子 My wife.
索爾比恩 Thorbjorn.
維納先生 Mr. Wegener.
再緊些 Tighter.
非常好 Perfect.
是的 再緊些嗎 Yes. More.
埃納·維納 Einar Wegener.
不用擔心他 Oh, don't worry about him.
他的眼里只有一個女人 He's only ever had eyes for one woman.
我罪惡的秘密被發現了 My guilty secret's out.
那么 So,
你們準備何時給我生一個教子呢 when are you two going to brood me a godchild, huh?
烏拉 你是無神論者 Ulla, you're an atheist.
你試過喝生雞蛋嗎 Have you tried drinking raw eggs?
-沒有 -試試看 為了我 - No. - Do it. For my sake.
-我們正在努力 -再努力些 - We're trying. - Try harder.
好吧... Anyway...
你今天來干什么 What are you doing in today?
我以為你上周就完成了 I thought you had finished last week.
我想檢查一下 I wanted to check on the
風暴現場的背景幕布 painting of the backdrop for the storm scene.
也給戈達一點空間 And give Gerda some space.
來了個害羞的模特嗎 Ah. She's got a shy one?
你知道下一個就是我 Well, you know I'm next.
我聽說過了 Oh... so I heard.
我不會害羞的 I won't be shy.
我想也是 I should imagine not.
畫我她可得用上所有的色彩 She'll need all her colors for me.
抬頭 Head up.
我想說我很感激你能讓我們獨處 I wanted to say I appreciate our being alone today.
希望你的丈夫不會介意 I hope your husband doesn't mind.
不會的 Not at all.
我能看出來他在這讓你不自在了 I could see his being here made you uncomfortable.
并不是針對他 It wasn't personal.
這很常見 It's not uncommon.
男人讓女人盯著看 著實不容易 It's hard for a man to be looked at by a woman.
當然女人都習慣了 但是男人 Women are used to it, of course, but for a man to, um,
任憑女人端詳 submit to a woman's gaze.
讓人不安 It's unsettling.
不過我相信 Although I believe there's
還是能得到樂趣的 只要你... some pleasure to be had from it, once you, um,
屈服 yield.
坐下 Sit.
好姑娘 Good girl.
-早安 -早安 - Morning. - Morning.
完美 Perfect.
就差一點 Almost.
好運 Good luck!
再見 Toodle-oo!
全都是肖像畫 All portraits.
很糟嗎 Is that bad?
不算是 Not per se.
這類作品并不是我的... This kind of work is not really my...
戈達 展出這些畫于你我都無益 Gerda, I don't think it would benefit either of us to show these.
這并不是懷疑你的能力 It's not a judgment on your abilities.
我贊同埃納說的 I agree with Einar.
找到對的題材 You could be a first-class painter
你可以成為一流的畫家 if you found the right subject matter.
怎么樣 How was it?
還好 Fine.
我終于調出了雪的顏色 I finally managed to get the color for the snow.
瓦埃勒的泥沼 A bog in Vejle.
你怎么能夠反復畫同一個東西 I don't know how you can paint the same thing over and over.
我想我只是還沒有畫完 I suppose I just haven't finished with it yet.
戈達 Gerda?
你能別再跟拉斯穆森談論我了嗎 Could you please not speak to Rasmussen about me again?
我的作品是我的事情 My work is my business.
-別插手 -戈達 - Stay out of it. - Gerda.
我來例假了 I have my period.
對不起 Sorry.
-真的嗎 -當然是真的了 - Are you? - Of course I am.
你知道的 I mean, you know I am.
你能幫我個忙嗎 Could you help me with something?
任何事都可以 Anything.
烏拉加了場彩排 又不能來了 Ulla has an extra rehearsal. She canceled again.
你能試試她的襪子和鞋嗎 Would you try on her stockings and shoes?
我進度落下太多了 I'm just so behind,
我不知道怎么在她開幕式時按時完成 I don't know how I'll be finished in time for her opening.
好 我會的... Yeah, I'll...
我會試的 I'll do it.
沒事 我會試的 It's fine, I'll do it.
就在那邊 They're there.
哈皮 不 現在不行 Hvappe, no, not now.
他差點搶走了 He almost snagged it.
哈皮 Hvappe.
反了 That's backwards.
我在芳納百合的櫥窗里看到過 I saw those in the window at Fonnesbech's.
很聰明啊 Smart, aren't they?
我覺得不合腳 I don't think they'll fit.
你盡力而為吧 Well, you do the best you can.
-不 我需要裙子 -不行 - No, I need the dress. - No.
我要看褶邊是怎么垂落的 I need to see how the hem falls.
不 戈達 我不要穿 No, Gerda, I'm not putting it on.
我沒要你穿 Well, I haven't asked you to.
盡管放松 Just relax.
越早開始 The sooner I start,
越早結束 the sooner I finish.
你們好啊 Well, hello, there!
別擔心 親愛的 Oh, don't worry, my darling.
我們要叫你 We're going to call you
莉莉[百合] Lili.
如此專注 Such concentration.
有時候我覺得 Sometimes I think
你會溜進畫里就此消失 you're going to slip through the surface of the painting and vanish.
進到泥沼里 Into the bog.
就像你小時候那朋友的風箏一樣 Like your friend's kite when you were a boy.
漢斯 Hans.
沒錯 漢斯 Yes, Hans.
他肯定還坐在那塊石頭上 I bet he still sits on that rock,
哭的死去活來 sobbing his heart out.
可別 Don't.
他現在是巴黎的畫商 He's actually an art dealer in Paris.
給有錢的美國人賣以前的大作 Peddling old masters to rich Americans.
所以我們不必擔心漢斯 So we don't need to worry about Hans.
是啊 我們不必擔心漢斯 No, we don't need to worry about hans.
我并不想打擾你 I didn't mean to disturb you.
沒關系 我完成了 No, it's okay. I'm finished.
別擔心 我不會消失到泥沼里去的 And don't worry, I won't disappear into the bog.
泥沼在我心里 傻孩子 The bog's in me, silly.
怎么了 What?
丈夫不能看妻子脫衣服嗎 Can't a man watch his wife get undressed?
這是件新的 It's new.
觀察力不錯 That's very observant.
不 穿著吧 Oh, no, leave it on.
很漂亮 It's pretty.
我或許可以借給你 I might let you borrow it.
我或許會很喜歡 I might enjoy that.
你有什么要告訴我的嗎 Is there something you'd like to tell me?
你有什么想知道的嗎 Is there something you'd like to know?
沒有 No.
我是你妻子 I'm your wife.
我什么都知道 I know everything.
那兩個 那邊 Those two, over there.
他們倆 Both of them?
還在同一時間 And at the same time.
已婚人士太容易被嚇到了 Oh, married people are so delightfully easy to shock.
我們假裝被嚇到是為了鼓勵你 We just pretend to be shocked because it encourages you.
我知道 I know.
這也是為什么 That is why you're the only
我的藝術家舞會派對上只邀請了你們這一對 married couple in my party for the artists' ball.
不 不可能 No. Out of the question.
她一個人也能來 She can go without me.
沒有男伴的戈達 這可是大丑聞 Gerda without an escort? Why, it would be a scandal!
戈達就喜歡丑聞 Gerda loves a scandal.
看她怎么穿衣服的 Look at the way she dresses.
炫耀著她的腳踝 Flaunting her ankles.
我覺得不會有誰 I don't think anyone is
看到我的腳踝就會墮落吧 likely to be corrupted by seeing my ankles.
我就是 I was.
我們第一次見面的時候 我正要離開學院 It was the first time we met, I was leaving the academy
她當時坐在臺階上 炫耀著她的腳踝 and she was sitting on the steps, flaunting said ankles.
她向我求歡 And she propositioned me.
是真的嗎 Is that true?
我跟他說你好的時候 他真的臉紅了 When I said hello to him, he actually blushed.
他太害羞了 于是我約了他出去 He was so shy, so I asked him out.
而你答應了 And you said yes.
她逼我的 Well, she made me.
她當時那么肯定 She seemed so sure.
我就是肯定 I was sure.
我現在也是 I still am.
-拜托 夠了 -不是吧 - Please, enough. - No.
他哪里好了 What was it about him?
我不知道 I don't know.
但我們去喝了咖啡 在那之后 But we went for coffee, and after,
我吻了他 I kissed him.
這是最奇怪的 And it was the strangest thing.
就像在親吻自己一樣 It was like kissing myself.
這倆人不會再在一起多久了 These two won't be staying much longer.
未婚人士太容易被嚇到了 Unmarried people are so delightfully easy to shock.
別關 Leave it.
你真的因為我的腳踝而墮落了嗎 Were you really corrupted by my ankles?
你當時可夠無恥的 You were shameless.
我現在還是 I still am.
美麗的 Beautiful,
無恥的戈達 shameless Gerda.
等等 Wait.
我吵醒你了嗎 Did I wake you?
對不起 Sorry.
我睡不著 I couldn't sleep.
為什么 Why?
想事情 Wondering about things.
什么事情 What things?
想昨晚會不會有孩子 Wondering if we made a baby last night.
你覺得呢 What do you think?
想知道你什么時候變得這么美 Wondering when you got so pretty.
我一直很美 I was always pretty.
只是你從未注意到 But you just never noticed.
-有人嗎 -這里 - Hello? - In here.
這些畫很好 戈達 These are good, Gerda.
是嗎 You think?
謝謝你 Well, thank you.
我跟烏拉喝咖啡去了 I had a coffee with Ulla.
她問了我藝術家舞會的事情 She asked me about the artists' ball.
我不去 I'm not going.
別擔心 Don't worry.
我拒絕了 I told her no.
你應該去 你很喜歡 You should go. You enjoy it.
跟你一起我才喜歡 With you, I enjoy it.
在這種場合露面是好事 It's good to be seen at those things.
這我是知道的 I do understand that.
那也是你恨他們的原因 And that's why you hate them.
感覺是在偽裝自己 I feel as though I'm performing myself.
給他們看看真正的埃納·維納 Giving them your Einar Wegener.
為何不讓他們看看不一樣的呢 Why not give them something different?
扮成別人去 Go as someone else?
你已經有想法了嗎 Do you have someone in particular in mind?
不行 No.
肯定能以假亂真 You'd be very convincing.
這也太過分了 That is outrageous.
你可能會享受呢 Oh, you might even enjoy it.
才不會 No.
你下回得刮干凈點 You'll have to shave closer next time.
閉眼 Close your eyes.
給別人畫真挺難的 This is hard on someone else.
讓我試試 Well, let me try.
怎么樣 What do you think?
比我厲害多了 Better than I ever manage.
莉莉 Lili.
我要給你畫素描 I want to sketch you.
坐下 Sit.
來 哈皮 來 Come on, Hvap. Come on, you.
靠在邊上 Lean to the side.
搭膝蓋上 Knee over.
抬頭 Head up.
看這手啊 放松 Look at those hands. Relax.
別演成個蕩婦 Don't make her a slut!
這是你的錯 It's your fault.
你刺激了她 You excite her.
天哪 莉莉小姐 My, Miss lili.
你真直白 You are forward.
你絕對想象不到 You have no idea.
把手伸出來試試 Maybe bring out the hand.
早安 Morning.
早安 索爾比恩 Morning, Thorbjorn.
早上好 Good morning.
靠過來 Forward.
有人嗎 Hello?
我正想著你在哪呢 I was wondering where you were.
時間不早了 It's getting late.
我們有的是時間 We have plenty of time.
我給你買了這些 I bought you these.
好極了 Oh, they're perfect.
今晚你確定嗎 Are you sure about tonight?
怎么了 What is it?
我夠漂亮嗎 Am I pretty enough?
當然了 Of course you are.
我絕不會像你這般漂亮 I'll never be as pretty as you.
你太美了 You are so beautiful.
親愛的 My darling!
烏拉 請允許我介紹 Ulla, let me introduce...
是莉莉 It's Lili.
是的 That's right.
埃納是維埃勒的堂妹 Einar's cousin from Vejle.
親愛的 My dear.
你真漂亮 You're exquisite!
我們進去吧 In, let's go in.
來吧 Come on.
你不會離開我的 對吧 You won't leave me, will you?
絕對不會 No, never.
大家都在看我 People are looking.
當然 你那么漂亮 Well, you're a pretty girl.
你得習慣了 You'll have to get used to it.
沒事的 It's fine.
你只是擔心你自己 You're just feeling self-conscious.
戈達 Gerda?
去跟他們聊聊 Go and talk to them.
我要陪著你 I'll stay with you.
去吧 沒事的 No, go, I'll be fine.
去吧 免得他們過來 Please go before they come over.
好吧 All right.
那是誰 Who's that?
你是記者嗎 You are a reporter?
不是 No.
女詩人嗎 A poetess?
你知道這棵橡樹的故事嗎 Do you know the story of this oak tree?
不 No.
傳說吃了樹上的橡子 They say that if you eat its acorns,
就可以許一個愿望 you can make a wish.
有一天的時間 想成為誰都可以 And become anyone you want for a day.
為什么呢 Why would they say that?
我是亨里克·桑達爾 Henrik Sandahl.
愿為您效勞 At your disposal.
我是莉莉 Lili.
有人陪你來嗎 莉莉 Are you here with someone, Lili?
有 我的 Yes, my, uh...
我堂哥的妻子 My cousin's wife.
誰是你堂哥 Who's your cousin?
埃納·維納 一個畫家 Einar Wegener. Painter.
他很厲害呢 Yes, he's rather a good one.
比一般人都要厲害 He's better than most people think.
真的嗎 Is that right?
比我們這個年齡的都強 Most people our age, at any rate.
別進去 這里更涼快 Don't go back in there. It's, um... it's cooler out here.
再說 我是個浪漫的人 Besides, I'm a romantic.
真的嗎 Really?
我更喜歡躲在暗處 I prefer the shadows.
我并不是想妄下定論 And I don't mean to presume,
但我一直在觀察你 but I've been watching you.
我想你也一樣 And I think you might be the same.
來吧 Come on.
見到埃納了嗎 我找不到他 Have you seen Einar? I can't find him.
當然了 因為他不在這 Of course you can't. He isn't here.
干杯 Cheers.
你跟一般的女孩子不一樣 You're different from most girls.
這話誰都會說 That's not a very original line.
是的 It's true.
你是個老派的人 You're old-fashioned.
鄉下人 Provincial.
我剛來這個城市 I'm new to the city.
不僅僅是這樣 No, it's more than that.
在吻你之前 應該征求你同意 I feel I'd need to ask your permission before I kissed you.
我要去找戈達了 I should go and find Gerda.
你告訴她我會送你回家吧 Why don't you tell her I'll walk you home?
她不會同意的 No, she wouldn't like that.
-莉莉 -不 埃納 - Lili... - No, Einar...
他可能在等我們 He might be waiting for us,
他不會喜歡我們這樣的 and he wouldn't like this.
是嗎 Wouldn't he?
是的 No.
莉莉 Lili...
你沒有問 You didn't ask permission.
我怕你拒絕 I couldn't risk you saying no.
怎么了 What's the matter?
很抱歉 I'm sorry.
抱歉 我也不知道怎么了 I'm sorry, I don't know what happened.
你還好嗎 How are you?
你昨晚回來得晚 就讓你多睡會 You were late home last night, so I thought I'd let you sleep.
昨晚怎樣 How was it?
莉莉玩的愉快嗎 Did Lili have fun?
還是不要再讓莉莉出現了 I think it would be better if Lili didn't come here again.
好 Fine.
昨晚你跟桑達爾發生什么了 Exactly what happened between you and Sandahl last night?
什么事都沒發生 Nothing. It was nothing.
他知道那是你嗎 Did he know it was you?
沒那么簡單 It wasn't as simple as that.
我看到他吻你了 埃納 I watched him kiss you, Einar,
你能好好解釋嗎 so could you please make an effort?
他也許知道我是誰 He may have known who I was,
但我并不是一直是我自己 but I wasn't always me.
當我只是莉莉的時候 有那么一瞬間 There was a moment when I was just Lili,
我覺得他也看出來了 and I think that he could see that.
-你看到嗎 -莉莉不存在 - Do you see? - But lili doesn't exist.
-我們捏造出來的 -我知道 - We made her up. - I know.
-我們是在玩游戲 -我知道 - We were playing a game. - I know we were.
可是 But then,
后來就變了 something changed.
這太荒誕了 我們必須停止 This is absurd. We... we need to stop.
你不能那樣了 埃納 You need to stop, Einar.
我會努力的 I am going to try.
又頭痛嗎 Another headache?
沒事 It's nothing.
你需要什么嗎 Can I get you anything?
我沒事 I'm fine.
也許你該去看醫生 Maybe you should see a doctor.
戈達 Gerda...
我沒事 I'm fine.
我沒想到你會來 I didn't think you'd come.
是啊 No.
我也沒想到 Nor did I.
我以為你不會回來了 I thought you might not come back.
怎么可能 That's absurd.
是嗎 Is it?
過來 Come here.
這模特 The model...
埃納的堂妹 Einar's cousin.
怎么這么像... The resemblance is...
還有其它的嗎 Are there others?
工作室里還有一系列 A series back at the studio.
這些很不一樣 These are different.
對于這些 For these...
可能會有市場 I don't know, there may be a market.
你要收了嗎 You're taking them?
是的 Well, yes.
進來 Come in.
我的時間不多 I haven't got long.
戈達正在跟拉斯穆森洽談 Gerda's seeing Rasmussen.
我不喜歡謊言 I don't like all these lies.
她的保護欲很強 She's very protective.
你為什么不直接告訴她我們的事 Why don't you just tell her about us?
我做不到 I couldn't do that.
對不起 Sorry.
我不想讓你難過 I don't want to upset you.
過來 Come here.
-不 -要 - No. - Yes.
埃納 Einar.
什么 What?
來吧 沒事的 Come on. Shh. It's all right.
很抱歉 你什么意思 I'm sorry, I don't understand.
我 莉莉 I... Lili.
別這樣 Please.
我不知道你想要什么 I don't know what you want.
-我想要你 -我不懂你的意思 - I want you. - I don't know what you mean.
-我想要你 -不 - I want you. - No!
莉莉 莉莉 莉莉 等等 Lili. Lili. Lili, wait!
你還好嗎 Are you all right?
不好 No.
我一直在偷偷見亨里克·桑達爾 I've been seeing Henrik Sandahl.
我 I'm...
我以為你知道的 I thought perhaps you knew.
不 No.
我不知道 Not this.
所以 So...
你愛上桑達爾了嗎 Are you in love with Sandahl?
沒有 No.
我愛的是你 No, I love you.
是你戈達 莉莉她 Gerda, only you. It's Lili, she...
別騙我 Be honest.
相信我 戈達 I need you to believe me, Gerda.
你是唯一能明白的 You of all people to understand.
你告訴我 當亨里克和莉莉 All right. You need to tell me when Henrik and Lili
在一起的時候 他們干什么了 are together, they what? They...
他們吻了 They kiss?
-有更過的行為嗎 -沒有 - Has it gone beyond that? - No.
莉莉從沒跟男人有過分的舉動 No, Lili has never gone further than that with a man.
她不會 她 She wouldn't. She's...
還有其他的男人嗎 There have been other men?
等等 Wait, there...
還有一個 但很久以前了 There was another, yes, but it was a long time ago.
就是那個男孩 漢斯 It was that boy, Hans.
在維埃勒的時候 In Vejle.
她愛上了他 然后 She fell for him, and
吻了她 就一次 he kissed her. Just once.
但被我爸逮到了 But then my father came in and he caught them.
他給了漢斯一巴掌 And he smacked hans down.
他非常生氣 He was so angry.
我不知道該說什么 I don't know what to say.
怎么了 What?
我 I'm so...
埃納 Einar?
我很抱歉 I'm so sorry.
很抱歉 我不舒服 I'm so sorry, I'm not feeling well.
埃納 怎么了 Einar, what is it?
埃納 埃納 埃納 Einar, Einar, Einar!
埃納 怎么了 怎么了 Einar. What's happened? What's happening?
-我沒事 我沒事 -哪里痛嗎 - I'm all right. I'm all right. - What? Do you have pain?
流鼻血之后 So, you saw Dr. Andersen
你去看了安德森醫生 after a bout of severe nosebleeds,
然后你認為 which you have come to believe
流鼻血是因為胃痙攣 coincide with the stomach cramps,
且每月一次 and on a monthly basis.
那么 So.
你結婚多久了 How long have you been married?
六年 Six years.
有孩子嗎 Children?
沒有 No.
性生活有規律嗎 Is there regular copulation?
有 Yes.
現在也許少了 Perhaps less now than before...
比你打扮成女人之前少嗎 Than before you started to dress as a woman?
我是專家 維納先生 I'm a specialist, Mr. Wegener.
你也許很尷尬 但我不會 You may be embarrassed. I am not.
跟我說說莉莉 Tell me about Lili.
她來自哪里 Where does she come from?
在我體內 Inside me.
其實 最可能的原因 You know, the most likely explanation for
就是內分泌失調 all of this is a chemical imbalance.
真的嗎 Really?
躺床上 Onto the bed.
那就能解釋你的疼痛 That would explain the pain,
對于性別的質疑以及不育癥 the confused state of masculinity and the infertility.
希望是那樣 至少還能治 Let's hope it is that, because that, at least, we can cure.
我不需要做這個 I don't need to do this.
我沒有毛病 There's nothing wrong with me.
-不是這樣的 -戈達 不要 - That's not true. - Gerda, this can't be right.
維納先生 輻射是人類的福音 Radiation is a miracle, Mr. Wegener.
它能消滅壞的 把好的留下 It destroys the bad and saves the good.
我保證很快就會結束的 I'm sure it'll be over quickly.
躺好了 維納先生 Lie still, Mr. Wegener.
維納先生 Mr. Wegener?
你今天感覺怎樣 How are you feeling this morning?
你傷害了莉莉 You hurt Lili.
恐怕你丈夫的畸形思想依舊在 I'm afraid your husband's aberrant thinking persists.
你的衣柜會上鎖嗎 Do you keep a lock on your wardrobe?
當然不會 Of course not.
維納夫人 你沒有鼓勵他幻想吧 Mrs. Wegener, you're not encouraging this delusion?
你該知道 你丈夫瘋了吧 You do understand that your husband is insane?
不 不是那樣的 No. That's not true.
我們相信你 找你來幫忙 We trusted you. We came to you for help.
戈達 Gerda!
你去哪里了 Where have you been?
離開了一下 Away.
為什么 怎么了 Why? What's wrong?
莉莉的畫像都賣掉了 I sold the Lili portraits.
我現在有興趣辦大畫展了 I have enough interest, now, to mount a full show.
-太好了 -還有呢 - That's wonderful. - And there's more.
巴黎艾蒂安·杜福美術館想代表你 The gallery Etienne Dufour in Paris wants to represent you.
-在巴黎嗎 -是的 你必須去 - In Paris? - Yes, you must go.
我現在不能遠行 I can't travel just now.
戈達 這是屬于你的機會 Gerda, this is your moment.
你已經等了很久了 You've waited long enough.
這些賣家變化無常的 These art dealers can be fickle.
親愛的威格納先生 根據您最近在鐳射機構的會診及治療 我覺得您的病患不在身體 作為一名醫生 我有義務說明自己遇到的異常情況 因此 我建議您到圣漢斯醫院 接受精神扭曲治療 請于本月14號至醫院處報到 您真摯的 赫斯勒醫生
你在做什么 What are you doing?
我被邀請到巴黎展出 I've been asked to exhibit in Paris.
-太好了 -是的 - That's wonderful. - Yes.
我們必須去 We have to go.
拉斯穆森說會改變一切的 Rasmussen said it would make all the difference.
戈達 我去不了吧 Gerda, I'm not sure that I can.
我會照顧好你的 I'll take care of you.
不過也不用那么急吧 Yes, but surely there's no rush.
你就不能為我做那么一件事 Can't you just do this one thing for me?
發生什么了 What's happening?
我收到了海克斯勒的來信 I had a letter from Hexler.
他想把我關起來 He wants to lock me up.
一切都會好的 Everything will work out for us.
真的 我知道 Really. I know it.
你只需要相信我 You just have to trust me.
我相信你 I do.
埃納也是個畫家 Einar's a painter, too.
你也在巴黎展出嗎 Do you exhibit in Paris?
我覺得我的作品不合法國人的口味 I think my work's a little introspective for French taste.
打擾了 模特在這嗎 Excuse me. Is the model here?
不在 No.
她還在丹麥 She stayed behind in Denmark.
我還想著能見到她呢 Oh, I was so hoping to meet her.
戈達·維納夫人 Madame Gerda Wegener...
不不不 No, no.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
你可以坐下嗎 Will you sit for me?
自然點就好 Just as you are.
畢業之后我們就沒這樣做過了 We haven't done that since art school.
老師突然要聽學生的 The teacher, suddenly at the mercy of the student.
你以前很喜歡玩的 You found it exciting.
現在不行 I can't just now.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
我想你了 I miss you.
我想念我們一起畫畫的日子 I miss you working beside me.
我已經記不起那些風景了 I can't remember the landscape anymore.
我也記不起維埃勒了 I can't remember Vejle.
你可以幫我畫這幅畫的背景 Well, you can help me with this background.
要畫什么呢 小湖嗎 What does it need? A kettle-hole lake?
遙遠的一間農舍嗎 A farmhouse? Far off?
戈達 Gerda.
謝謝 Merci.
他在耍我們 他知道價格的 Well, he's playing with us. He knows the price.
我要掛了 有個丹麥女孩等著見我 Look, I have to go, I have some Danish girl waiting to see me.
好了 All right.
夫人 Madame.
漢斯·阿吉爾 Hans Axgil.
你好 謝謝你的接見 Hello. Thank you for seeing me.
先不要謝我 我不能做你的代理 Don't thank me yet, I can't represent you.
我不做當代藝術 I don't handle any contemporary art.
當然 我知道 Of course. I know that.
你的展出評價很高 但是 The reviews for your show were terrific, but...
請您聽我說 您就明白了 Perhaps if you would let me speak, things would be clearer.
你是什么時候到的 So, when did you arrive?
快六個月了 Six months, almost.
我不知道為何拉斯穆森把我的電話給你 I don't know why Rasmussen gave you my number,
但我很開心 but I'm happy he did.
我要的 I asked him.
我想當面見見名聲在外的你 I wanted to meet you to put a face to a name.
你小時候跟我丈夫是朋友吧 I believe you were a childhood friend of my husband.
你有丈夫嗎 You have a husband?
我嫁給了埃納·維納 I'm married to Einar Wegener.
埃納 Einar?
記得他嗎 You remember him?
當然記得 我們關系可好了 他怎么樣 Of course I remember him. We were such friends. How is he?
他說你吻過他 He told me that you kissed him once.
什么 I what?
沒錯 沒錯 我記得 You're right. You're right, I remember.
在廚房里鬧著玩 We were fooling in the kitchen,
他穿著他奶奶的圍裙 and he was wearing his grandmother's apron.
小孩子胡鬧而已 You know, little boys, playing around.
他穿上太美了 我必須吻他 He just looked so pretty in it. I had to kiss him!
我是吻了埃納 So, yes, I kissed Einar.
然后他爸爸就把我趕出去了 The next thing I know, his father's chasing me out.
埃納 天哪 Einar, my God.
他今天怎么沒來 Why didn't he come today?
他不知道我來 He doesn't know I'm here.
他不想讓我求助別人 I don't think he'd like me asking for help.
我們也不認識什么人 埃納他 We don't really know people here. And Einar is... he's...
他迷失了 He's lost his way.
他不畫畫了 He's not working.
他需要個了解他的人代表他 He needs someone to represent him, someone who knows him.
需要一位朋友 He needs a friend.
過會有個新的畫商要來 I have a new dealer coming over later.
請你見見他吧 I'd like you to meet him.
我不想要新畫商 I don't want a new dealer.
有什么用啊 我都不畫了 It doesn't make sense to me. I'm hardly working.
有可能接著畫的 That might change.
不會了 I don't think so.
幫你的忙我挺開心的 I'm happy helping you.
是漢斯·阿吉爾 It's Hans Axgil.
八點在太子飯店吃晚餐 Dinner at La Dauphine at 8:00,
再回到這看畫 then back here to see the paintings.
他對你的印象還是很好呢 He remembers you with great fondness.
手工的 我四歲就開始玩了 It was handmade, and I've had it since I was four.
埃納還非常內疚 You know, Einar's still
當年弄壞了你的風箏 stricken with guilt about crashing your kite.
我的風箏 我要逗逗他 My kite? I'll tease him about that.
別 太殘忍了 No, it's too cruel.
都見不到他 他是不想見我嗎 Well, if he ever gets here. Perhaps he doesn't want to see me.
不 不是 No. No, it's not that.
不等他 點餐吧 Maybe we should order without him.
他經常爽約嗎 Does he abandon you often?
當然沒有 Of course not.
我開玩笑的 I was joking.
我可以回頭再來 埃納會不會更喜歡那樣 I can come back another time, if you think Einar would prefer it.
真的 Really.
他在等你 He's expecting you.
對他有好處 And it'll do him good.
問我見過這個 I know this.
瓦埃勒的峽灣 離我家不遠 The fjord at Vejle, not far from our houses.
我們離開之前他畫的 Yes, he painted it just before we left.
莉莉 Lili.
漢斯 Hans.
這位是 May I introduce
莉莉·維納 Lili Wegener.
埃納的表妹 Einar's cousin from home.
我真是非常開心 You cannot imagine how happy I am.
我們見過一次 We actually met once before,
在瓦埃勒 你可能不記得了 in Vejle, but you probably don't remember.
要脫大衣嗎 May I take your coat?
當然 Of course.
要餐后飲嗎 漢斯 A digestif, Hans?
突然感覺好冷 It's so chilly all of a sudden.
最近就是覺得冷 不知道為什么 I feel the cold these days. I don't know why.
給你 Here.
謝謝 Thank you.
抱歉 埃納不能在這 I'm so sorry that Einar couldn't be here.
他說在瓦埃勒 你是他的好朋友 He told me how, back in Vejle, you were his great friend.
-你倆都想離開那 -是啊 - Both always plotting to get away. - That's true.
那地方真無聊啊 Such a tedious place!
他說你們經常坐著 望著遠方 He said that you would sit and you'd look out together,
越過峽灣 眺望大海 beyond the fjord, to the sea.
眺望未來 To the future.
我們是有過大夢想 We had big dreams, yes.
是啊 Yes.
你是唯一能讓他安心畫畫的人 And that you were the only one that would let him paint in peace.
你告訴他當畫家沒什么不好 Who told him it was all right to be a painter.
他經常畫我的畫像 He used to sketch my portrait.
拿塊石頭 在路邊就開始畫 Take a stone and draw me on the rocks at the side of the road.
我還不知道 I didn't know that.
是啊 Yes.
想多看看埃納的畫嗎 Would you like to see more of einar's work?
-好 -還有嗎 - Yes. - But do we have any?
當然有 莉莉 Of course, Lili.
改天再看好嗎 我... Could we not do it another time? Because I just...
我想聽聽你的消息 漢斯 I want to hear more about you, Hans.
你結婚了嗎 Are you married?
-沒有 -為什么沒有 - Uh, no. - Well, why not?
你不介意問這個吧 You don't mind, do you?
我單身好久了 已經習慣了 I've been on my own a long time now. I'm too set in my ways.
我覺得婚姻 I think that marriage is the
該是每個人都期盼的事 single thing we should all hope for in life.
是嗎 Really?
能創造新人 It creates someone else.
不再只有你們兩個 More than just the two of you.
我覺得要是不能 Yes, I think it'd be terrible not to...
要是不能 真是 不好意思 I think it'd be terrible... I'm so... Will you excuse me?
莉莉 Lili.
你該走了 You ought to go.
讓我幫他吧 Let me help.
請走吧 Please.
抱歉 I'm sorry.
晚安 莉莉 Good night, Lili.
晚安 Good night.
他沒注意到吧 I don't think he noticed, do you?
不知道 I don't know.
我走的時機剛好 I think I got out just in time.
睡吧 Sleep now.
明天再聊 We'll talk more tomorrow.
睡裙能借我嗎 Can I borrow a nightdress?
不行 以前沒試過 No, we've never done that.
莉莉還從沒過過夜 Lili's never spent the night.
我穿什么不重要 It doesn't matter what I wear.
我的夢境 'Cause when I dream,
是屬于莉莉的 they're Lili's dreams.
什么 What?
新裙子 A new dress.
這是給你的 And this is for you.
你喜歡嗎 Do you like it?
喜歡 Yes.
衣服配你真完美 It's perfect for you.
我們現在手頭有點緊 We're a little short of money at the moment.
我知道 I know.
但我回來了 可以給你當模特了 But now that I'm back, I can sit for you again.
之前不是挺好的嗎 對吧 Well, it worked well before. Didn't it work?
快來 快來 哈皮 Come on. Come on, Hvap.
真美 Looks good.
抬頭 Head up.
高點 好了 Up. There.
-轉過去 -好了 - No, back. - Yes. Okay.
-行嗎 -戒指 高點 - Is that good? - Ring, up.
謝謝 Thank you.
我不知道你要來 I didn't know you were coming.
好多人啊 It's a good crowd.
她很受歡迎 She's a popular girl.
謝謝你的到來 Thank you for coming.
謝謝你的邀請 Thank you for inviting me.
還以為你忘了我呢 I thought you'd forgotten all about me.
我們一直很忙 We've been busy.
埃納在嗎 Is Einar here?
他不喜歡這種場合 He hates this kind of thing.
真可惜 That's a shame.
是你可惜 For you, I mean.
我倒不介意 I don't mind.
他還好嗎 Is he well?
他挺興奮的 He's excited.
有個朋友要來 Our friend, uh, is coming to town,
烏拉·馮思馬克 舞蹈家 認識她嗎 Ulla Fonsmarck, the dancer. You maybe know her?
不認識 No, I don't think so.
能請你吃晚餐嗎 Can I take you to dinner?
慶祝嗎 To celebrate?
總該有人陪你慶祝 I think someone ought to.
不用了 謝謝 No. Thank you.
戈達 Gerda.
我冒犯到你了嗎 Have I offended you?
沒有 No.
戈達 Gerda.
我還是埃納的妻子 I'm still Einar's wife.
漢斯 Hans!
亨利啊 Oh, Henri!
至少拿把雨傘吧 At least take an umbrella.
不用 沒事 真的 Oh. No, I'm fine, honestly.
稍等一下 可以送你回去的 Well, if you just wait a minute, someone will drive you.
不用 沒事 No, I'm fine.
天哪 真是濕透了 My goodness, you're soaked.
還順利嗎 Did it go well?
說說 怎么樣 Tell me, how was it?
你去了就知道了 You'd know if you'd been there.
我做了晚飯 I've made us a supper.
你應該去的 You should have come.
算是慶祝一下 A little sort of celebration.
不應該是這樣 This is not how it goes.
我們以前都一起去的 We do these things together.
是你和埃納 That was you and Einar.
別再跟我玩游戲了 太蠢了 Stop playing that stupid, stupid game.
拜托了 戈達 Please, Gerda.
別覺得這是游戲 Don't you think this is a game.
你應該去的 You should have been there!
我怎么去 How could I?
-看看我 -焦點不都在你身上 - Look at me. - Not everything is about you.
我要見埃納 I need to see Einar.
讓我幫忙吧 Let me help, please.
我需要我丈夫 I need my husband.
把他找來 Go get him.
我做不到 I can't.
我要跟丈夫聊聊 抱抱他 I need to talk to my husband. I need to hold my husband.
我需要他 I need him.
不能把他找來嗎 Can't you just get him?
試一下好嗎 Can you at least try?
不行 抱歉 No. I'm sorry.
戈達 Gerda.
怎么了 What is it?
你還好吧 Are you all right?
天哪 Oh, my God.
戈達 等等 Gerda, wait.
等等 Wait!
我覺得你要的 I don't think I can
我給不了 give you what you want.
我不知道這樣還能多久 I don't know how long we can go on like this.
不要 No.
他得找人看看 He needs to see someone.
你知道海克斯勒是什么結果 You know what happened with Hexler.
可他這么瘦 But he's so thin.
他有問題 Something's wrong with him.
莉莉很注意身材 Lili watches her figure.
聽我說 Look.
有個醫生 在德累斯頓有家女性診所 There's a doctor. He runs the women's clinic in Dresden.
他對埃納這樣 He's interested in men like Einar
弄不清楚的人 who are
感興趣 confused.
不一樣的人 Men who are different.
他經常來巴黎 He's often in Paris.
跟他聊聊吧 Just talk to him.
你醒了 You're awake.
感覺怎么樣 How do you feel?
來吧 Come.
我要去個地方 Listen, I've got somewhere to go.
去哪 Where?
抱歉 我 Sorry, I...
我不知道還能不能跟你相守 I don't know how to hold on to you any longer.
我知道 I know.
但我愛你 But I love you,
我會找到答案的 and I'm going to find an answer.
性的道德研究
正常和不正常的人
-英國人嗎 -英國人 - English? - English.
你說英語嗎 Do you speak English?
你是男是女 Are you, um, a boy or a girl?
-女人 -你是有這個 - A woman? - Do you have a...
還是這個 Or...
開玩笑的 Joking.
我拖不住買家了 抱歉 I can't hold the buyers much longer, I'm sorry.
埃納 Einar?
你就愛這樣 You're good at this.
我也打過拳擊的 I boxed for a while.
你不在真可惜 Shame you weren't with me earlier.
抱歉之前沒怎么見你 I'm sorry I've not been to see you before.
沒關系 That's all right.
你不是來了嗎 You're here now.
不能讓戈達看到我這樣 I couldn't let Gerda see me like this.
她要承受的夠多了 She's had enough to put up with.
你怎么了 What's happened to you?
我不明白 I don't understand.
我也不明白 Nor do I.
但我也不是沒有過這感覺 But I don't think it's anything new.
在維埃勒的時候 Even back in Vejle...
-怎么 -抱歉 - What? - Ow. Sorry.
怎么 What?
我就不一樣 I was different.
在維埃勒與眾不同多簡單 It didn't take much to be different in Vejle.
所以我們才能成為朋友吧 Surely that's why we became friends.
每天早上 Every morning
我都發誓 今天都要做埃納 I promise myself that I will spend the entire day as Einar.
但埃納已經要離開了 But there's so little of Einar left.
你想這些 是因為你太累了 You think these things because you're exhausted.
有時候我會想殺掉埃納 Sometimes I think about killing Einar.
我下不去手 But it's only the thought
是想到莉莉也會死 that I'd be killing Lili too that stops me.
你得找人看看 You need to see someone.
-找個醫生 -不要 - A doctor. - No.
-找吧 -不要醫生 - Yes. - No doctors.
我幫你找個人 I'll help you find someone.
你得試試 You have to try.
身份認知障礙 A confused state of identity.
我要鉆孔 I drill small holes,
在這和這 here and here.
我仔細聽了你的情況 I have listened to you very carefully,
恐怕不是好消息 and I'm afraid it's not good news.
你是同性戀 You're a homosexual.
我也不知道自己該求助誰 不過 Well, I don't really know what kind of help I need, but I...
我一定要知道自己是誰 I can't go on living without knowing who I am.
我離開一下 Please excuse me for a moment.
精神分裂
你覺得我瘋了嗎 Do you think I'm insane?
是醫生說的嗎 Did a doctor say that?
抱歉 我知道答應過你不再那樣了 可是 I'm sorry. I know we agreed no more, but...
看看我 Look at me.
你沒瘋 You are not insane.
是因為我嗎 Did I do this to you?
什么 What?
有時候 我會想 Sometimes, I... I wonder...
如果沒給你畫像 If it hadn't been for the paintings...
不是 戈達 不是 No. Gerda, no.
你讓莉莉蘇醒了 可她一直在那 You helped bring Lili to life, but she was always there.
她一直在等著 She was always waiting.
現在她讓你不舒服了 Now she's making you ill.
我不知道該怎么辦 I don't know what to do.
醫生都幫不了我 The doctors can't help me.
還想再見一個嗎 Do you want to try one more?
-華納克羅 埃納 我丈夫 -你好 - ...Warnekros, Einar. My husband. - Hello.
幸會 Good to see you.
你覺得你經歷的一切 So, what do you think would explain
應該是因為什么呢 維納先生 what you've been experiencing, Mr. Wegener?
華納克羅教授 其實 Professor Warnekros, the fact is
我覺得自己是個女人 I believe that I am a woman,
內心里 inside.
我也這么認為 And I believe it too.
你可能覺得我瘋了 You probably think that I'm insane.
或者我們都瘋了 Or that we both are.
也有人覺得我瘋了 Well, there are people who think that I'm insane.
但我覺得你是對的 But I think you're probably right.
我見過像你一樣的男人 I've met another man like you.
我繼續鉆研他的案例 I pursued his case,
當然了 是不顧同事們的反對 against the wishes of my colleagues, of course.
我告訴他我可以做手術 I told him I could operate
將他完全變成女人 to make him fully a woman.
那也是他想要的 That was what he wanted.
可以這樣嗎 Is that really possible?
那個男人后來如何 What happened to the man?
手術成功了嗎 Was the operation successful?
第一場手術的早晨 他逃跑了 On the morning of the first operation, he ran away.
他太害怕了 He was too frightened.
我不會的 我... I wouldn't do that. I...
也許他是明智的 Perhaps he was the smart one.
這樣的手術從未有過先例 The surgery has never been attempted before.
從來沒有 Never.
華納克羅教授 具體是什么手術 Professor Warnekros, what is the surgery?
兩場手術 Two operations.
第一場手術徹底去除陽具 The first, to remove the male parts entirely.
第二場則在恢復元氣后 The second, once you're strong enough again,
進行陰道再造 to construct a vagina.
永久的轉變 An irreversible change
失敗的風險很高 and a high risk of failure.
感染 Infections.
并發癥 Complications.
太危險了 It's too dangerous.
這是我唯一的希望 It's my only hope.
我明天中午要去德累斯頓 I leave for Dresden at lunchtime tomorrow.
維納太太 Mrs Wegener,
我相信我能幫助你丈夫 I do believe I can help your husband.
但手術完成后他就不再是你丈夫了 But he won't be your husband when I've finished.
穿成這樣我總覺得怪怪的 I feel strange going dressed like this.
這很重要 It's important.
漢斯說德國人可能會查你的證件 Hans said the Germans might check your papers.
你快成功了 You're nearly there.
我不會再見你了 I won't be seeing you again.
我這一生沒喜歡過幾個人 I've only really liked a handful of people in my life,
你就占了兩個位子 and you've been two of them.
保重 Take care.
真希望你讓我和你一起去 I wish you'd let me come with you.
我做不到 I can't.
你愛埃納 You love Einar,
而我不得不讓他消失 and I have to let him go.
來 Here.
拿著 Take this.
你好 Hello.
我叫莉莉 我是來見華納克羅教授的 Um... my name is Lili. I'm here to see professor Warnekros.
姓什么的莉莉 Lili what?
艾爾布 Elbe.
莉莉·艾爾布 易北河 Lili Elbe, like the river.
好 請稍坐片刻 Of course. Please take a seat over there.
我必須要等嗎 Must I really wait?
只要一周 It's only a week.
我需要你好好休息 吃多點 I need you to rest. Gain some weight.
我們不能冒感染的風險 We can't risk an infection.
為了即將進行的手術 For what we are attempting,
你必須強壯起來 I'll need you to be strong.
這不是我的身體 教授 This is not my body, professor.
請把它帶走 Please take it away.
你懷孕了 You're having a baby.
你呢 And you?
不 我... Oh, no, no. I'm...
我身體病了 I'm ill inside.
華納克羅教授能把我治愈 But professor Warnekros is going to make me better.
痊愈后你能懷孕嗎 And will you be able to have children after?
我真的不知道 Do you know, I don't know.
但愿吧 I hope so.
戈達 你為什么不去 Gerda, why don't you go?
-他不想讓我去 -他想保護你 - He asked me not to. - He wanted to protect you.
你應該在場 我陪你去 You should be there. I'll go with you.
要去也只能是我自己 If I go, it will be alone.
你這口氣跟埃納一樣 Now you're sounding like Einar.
我就是跟埃納一樣 I am like Einar.
你想讓我怎么做 What do you want me to do?
我想讓你走開 I want you to go away.
真的嗎 Really?
不 我 對不起 No, I... sorry.
她恢復了一點意識 She regained consciousness very briefly.
不得不給她注射了大量嗎啡 We're having to give her a great deal of morphine, of course,
這樣是正常的 so that's to be expected.
不要動 莉莉 You mustn't move, Lili.
否則會更難受 It only makes it worse.
天啊 Oh, god.
呼吸 Breathe.
我在這里 I'm here.
一切都會沒事的 It's all right.
我在這里 I'm here now.
莉莉 Lili.
聽著你鉛筆的聲音 感覺好多了 I can feel myself getting better when I listen to your pencil.
你畫的我 總是比現實更美 You've always sketched me better than I was.
我終于變成了畫中人 But what you draw, I become.
你令我變得美麗 You made me beautiful.
現在你又令我變強大 And now you're making me strong.
你有不可思議的力量 Such power in you.
戈達 我們要不要回丹麥 Shall we go back to Denmark, then, Gerda?
我們要不要回家 Shall we go home?
莉莉 Lili!
你要遲到了 You're late.
還有你的藥 And your pills.
兩小時吃一次 但要先吃東西 Every two hours, and I need to eat something first.
我的包里有馬卡龍 I have some macaroons in my bag all ready.
還有這些 And these.
真有需要才吃 Only if you need them.
祝你好運 Good luck.
記住 And remember,
在芳納百合消費并不只是購物 making a purchase at Fonnesbech's is not merely shopping.
是一種體驗 It's an experience.
你在巴黎住過 對吧 You lived in Paris, yes?
對 Yes.
讓大家都知道 商店就是舞臺 Let everyone know. The store is a stage.
我們都是演員 We're here to perform.
在巴黎 優雅的女人 In Paris, you see, a lady would never
永遠不會把香水直接噴在身上 dream of spraying the scent directly onto herself.
她會將香水噴向空中 She... she would spray it in the air,
然后沐浴在香氣里 and then she'd walk through it.
就這樣 Voila.
你試試 You try.
就是這樣 Voila.
謝謝 Thanks.
太不公平了 That's so unfair.
你最愛吃甜食 You've got the sweetest tooth
屁股卻是全店最小的 and the narrowest hips in the whole store.
為什么你吃那么多甜食卻不胖 How do you manage it, eating so much sugar?
訣竅就是 只吃甜食 The trick is you eat nothing else.
-明天見 -明天見 - See you tomorrow. - See you tomorrow.
-再見 莉莉 -再見 - Bye, Lili. - Bye.
莉莉 你來嗎 Lili, are you coming?
上周有一天 我做了個怪夢 You know, one night last week, I had the strangest dream.
什么夢 What was it?
我夢見你要結婚 I dreamed you were getting married.
你覺得我能嫁得出去嗎 Do you think I ever will?
誰知道 Who knows?
這世上無奇不有 So many strange things have happened.
戈達 我確實想結婚 I do want to, Gerda.
我們不久前才結過婚 你和我 It's not so long ago we were married, you and me.
是你和埃納 You and Einar.
我知道是埃納 I know it was Einar.
但實際上 But really,
就是你和我 it was you and me.
莉莉 Lili.
真的是你嗎 Is it really you?
我想是的 I believe so.
你的意思是 So, what you're suggesting
有位醫生 is that, uh, a doctor
改變了你 intervened.
更正了一個錯誤 To correct a mistake in nature.
他讓你成為女人 He made you a woman.
不 我生下來就是女人 No, God made me a woman.
而醫生 醫生只是... But the doctor... he... the doctor
治愈了我的病 去除了我的偽裝 is curing me of the sickness that was my disguise.
一個真正的女人 A real woman.
再寫下去 就該換新筆記本了 You're going to need a new notebook if you carry on like that.
華納克羅建議我寫日記時 When Warnekros suggested I keep a diary,
我以為我會無字可寫 I thought I'd never have anything to write.
它真有用 It does help,
可以讓我理解一些事 just to make sense of things.
也許我應該試試 Maybe I should try it.
那 So,
你喜歡在芳納百合工作嗎 do you enjoy working at Fonnesbech's?
至少目前是的 For now, at least.
我的確喜歡在那工作 I do enjoy sort of being part of it.
你從未想過畫畫嗎 You never think of painting?
你可能畫得很好呢 You might be good at it.
戈達 我想做女人 不是畫家 Gerda, I want to be a woman, not a painter.
女人也可以做畫家啊 Well, people have been known to do both.
我很好奇你會畫什么 I'm curious to see what you would paint.
好吧 有時候很難了解你... That's all. Sometimes it's hard to know what's in your...
你一分鐘前不是剛吃了嗎 Didn't you just take one of those a minute ago?
戈達 我自有分寸 Gerda, I know what I'm doing.
我去呼吸點新鮮空氣 I'm just going to get some fresh air.
有時候我真的不懂你為什么讓我受這些罪 You know, sometimes I do wonder why you let me go through all this,
你覺得一切都不會變嗎 if you thought that everything would be the same afterwards.
我沒有 I didn't.
但我答應了埃納會照顧你 But I promised Einar that I would take care of you.
拜托 戈達 埃納死了 For goodness' sakes, Gerda, Einar is dead.
我們都要接受這個事實 We both have to accept that.
你曾經照顧過我 You took care of me,
但現在我能自己照顧自己 but now I have to take care of myself.
我必須過自己的人生 I have to have a life of my own.
你也一樣 And you need to do the same.
狗狗 過來 Come on, Hvap.
是的 Uh, yes.
在倫敦 In London.
很緊急嗎 Uh, is it urgent?
不 沒關系 No, that's fine.
告訴他... Just tell him...
告訴他哥本哈根天氣很好 Just say it's a beautiful day in Copenhagen.
-早 -早上好 - Morning. - Good morning.
不是你想的那樣 亨里克是同性戀 It's not what you think. Henrik's homosexual.
我們之間什么都沒有 There's nothing between us.
我早該告訴你我跟他約會過 I should have told you that I'd seen him.
不 你不應該 No, you shouldn't.
他是可以談心的朋友 戈達 He's a friend, Gerdie, someone to talk to.
因為你不能和我談心 Because you can't talk to me.
我做好決定了 I've made a decision.
我要回德累斯頓做第二場手術 I'm going back to Dresden for the second operation.
太快了吧 That's too soon.
不 是時候了 No... no, it's time.
我必須完成這件事 I need to finish what I started.
你還不夠強壯 You're not strong enough.
華納克羅教授覺得我可以 Professor Warnekros thinks that I am.
華納克羅 Warnekros?
華納克羅根本沒見過你 Warnekros hasn't seen you.
戈達 我決定好了 I've made up my mind, Gerda.
你可能會死 It could kill you.
我周五啟程 你要一起來嗎 I'm going on Friday. Will you come with me?
我不會幫你傷害自己 I won't help you to hurt yourself.
戈達 你會來嗎 Gerda, will you come?
這次會比第一場手術更難 This will be harder than the first operation.
你明白嗎 You understand that?
我明白 Yes, I do.
這是很復雜的手術 It's complex surgery.
我會全程昏睡過去 And I will sleep all the way through it.
是的 沒錯 Yes, you will.
我醒來后你會在身邊 And you'll be there when I wake up.
當然 Of course.
我想要一個跟你一樣的丈夫 I want a husband who looks just like you.
也許再生個孩子 Maybe a child one day.
像真正的女人一樣 Like a real woman.
一點一點來 One step at a time.
早些休息 晚安 Get some rest. Good night.
還在生我的氣嗎 Are you still angry with me?
我沒有生你的氣 I'm not angry with you.
我擔心你 I'm worried about you.
戈達 你聆聽了我的愿望 You heard my wish, Gerda.
沒有人能理解我時 When no one else could hear me,
你做到了 you did.
好了 Come.
我們都需要休息 We both need our rest.
我睡椅子上 I'll sleep on the chair there.
-不 回酒店去 -我不介意 - No, off to your little hotel. - I don't mind.
拿著 Here, take this.
現在天冷了 Because there's a chill in the air.
-不用了 -拿著吧 - No. - Please.
你暫時拿去 You have it. For now.
我沒事的 I'm going to be fine.
好 Yes.
好好休息 Sleep well.
晚安 Good night.
晚安 Good evening.
九號房 謝謝 Uh, room nine, please.
九號 是的 Number nine, yes, of course.
謝謝 Thank you.
漢斯 Hans.
沒事的 It's all right.
一切都會沒事的 Everything will be all right.
艾爾布小姐 Miss Elbe.
時間到了 It's time.
祝大家好運 Good luck, everybody.
紗布 快 Swab, quick.
華納克羅教授想和你談談 Professor Warnekros would like a word.
她失血過多 She lost a lot of blood.
我們在盡力讓她退燒 Now we are struggling to keep the fever down.
雖然有可能自己退燒 但是... There's a chance it might burn itself out, but...
我必須坦誠相告 I have to be honest.
預后診斷不太... The prognosis is not...
過來 躺著別動 Come here. Just lie still.
沒事的 It's all right.
莉莉 Lili.
你好嗎 莉莉 How are you, Lili?
我 I am
終于是完整的我了 entirely myself.
你可讓我們擔心了 You had us worried there, you know?
戈達 我們可以出去嗎 Can we go outside, Gerda?
到花園里 Into the garden?
你應該休息 You should rest.
拜托 Please.
戈達 你不用擔心我了 You mustn't worry about me anymore, Gerda.
老習慣了 It's an old habit.
改起來不容易 I'm slow to change.
我怎么配得上這樣的愛 How have I ever deserved such love?
再也沒什么好怕的了 There's nothing to be afraid of anymore.
是啊 No.
昨天晚上 Last night
我做了個最美的夢 I had the most beautiful dream.
我夢見我是躺在母親懷里的嬰兒 I dreamed that I was a baby in my mother's arms.
她低頭看著我 And she looked down at me,
她叫我莉莉 and she called me Lili.
莉莉 Lili.
莉莉 Lili?
莉莉 Lili!
不要管它 No, leave it!
讓它飛吧 Let it fly.
莉莉的日記改編成了轟動一時的回憶錄 《從男人變成女人》 并于1933年出版
他的勇敢和探索精神 依然激勵著今天的變性人群體運動 莉莉的日記改編成了轟動一時的回憶錄 《從男人變成女人》 并于1933年出版
戈達的余生一直在給莉莉畫像 他的勇敢和探索精神 依然激勵著今天的變性人群體運動 莉莉的日記改編成了轟動一時的回憶錄 《從男人變成女人》 并于1933年出版